From the Helm – Sunday, August 1st, 2010
Often I’ve wrongly questioned the authenticity of a person’s spiritual experiences with God. I’ve always hoped for the best but have tended to swing to the skeptical side when I’ve seen someone make a decision for Christ in group environments where they are encouraged to do so as part of a directed discussion. I catch myself very quickly though, for I know these are very personal and private decisions made, or not made, in the hearts of men over which I have no power or privileged view. I guess I think, in that fleeting moment of doubt, that it can’t possibly be that easy because it wasn’t so for me.
I never struggled with the concept of God. I never questioned my belief in all I was taught and that He said about Himself through scripture. I never disbelieved any of it at all. However, the relationship that was key in it was lost on me. I’d never had been brought to Christ by any other means than what it took, when the time was right. I was a hard, silly, sad case of pride, fear and denial.
I’m living proof that the spiritual awakening of the soul is of the heart. Most anything can be understood and logically concluded by the average working mind. On the other hand, Spiritual matters defy human logic because they are contrary to the human aspect of our nature, rendering the intellect a mere hindrance to the process. We can think our way in and out of behavior. However, true and sustained change comes about through the movings in the heart – Only God can affect such movings...
- Yesterday in Sao Paulo, we were privileged to see the result of God’s moving through the Bible studies of 2 years ago. I remember when we were here before, the people were solemn, hopeless and angry just below the surface. It seemed that nothing that was presented to them could possibly seep below the barriers built up by life’s trials. I remember coming away feeling little hope for any lasting change. I was mistaken.
What I was blessed to see were lives transformed by the presence of the Holy Spirit of God. Those I’d felt the most distant from receiving the Lord are precisely the ones who are strong and leading others to Him. I am blessed to see His workings through this team’s willingness to persistently come and share.
- Today was spent in Perpetual Socorro. This is the place where the doors closed immediately after our departure last year. The diesis sent a team over to collect the Bibles from all who had received them, along with a serious reprimand to the leaders. It’s taken Tereza a number of months to be able to visit here again. The community has welcomed us with open arms today. They are resolved to allow our presence regardless of the repercussions. What a deal. I’m humbled to be part of the whole thing. My desire is to confront the diesis for the evil it is. It is beyond me how such behaviors could even be contemplated, much less acted out. For now, I’ll just bide my time, resting in the knowledge that God has it all as He would have it to be…
- We have a few of our team rotating out of a little “bug” today. Nothing serious – just uncomfortable. All are well. All is well…
From the Helm – Monday, August 02, 2010
3:00 PM – We are about wrapping up our last day on location here in Santo Antonio. It’s been a smooth, steady flow for medical, evangelism and VBS. The team is tired and beginning to show some signs of fatigue. We head home in the morning, early. It’s time to go home…
The construction team is back in Perpetual Socorro fixing their staircase again. We helped them in this way 2 years ago. I guess we’ll do it again some day in the future as well.
The Beatriz’s starter burned out Saturday evening. The only solution was to take it ourselves to Parintins. We dispatched Denilson and Luiza aboard the AMOR/T&T yesterday morning. They returned tired but with the new starter in hand. The roundtrip is about 13 hours by speedboat. They stopped off in Boa Vista to pick up Edno and Paulo. They will take the AMOR/Lori down to Parintins from here so we can make better time toward Manaus. It was good to hear our main engine roar to life at lunch time. All is good…
We depart for Manaus in the morning. It will be a good twenty-four hour decompression cruise. I look forward to the hours of leisure and contemplation. The team boards their flight home on the morning of the 5th. We of the Beatriz will turn around and sail for our home port of Parintins where the River Bank Bible Institute will begin on the evening of the 6th. More than 60 pastors have confirmed participation. Quite a whirlwind. Quite a blessing. I’m fortunate to be in the midst of it all…
From the Helm – Saturday, July 31, 2010
We’ve just pulled up to Sao Paulo where we will work today. This is the place where, a couple years ago, we did so much oral surgery on the little 19 year old mother of 3. I haven’t seen her yet, but look forward to seeing how she’s faired. Her husband’s treatment of her was the key issue then. I trust he’s either changed or moved on…
Yesterday was spent in Peneira. The people were humble and gracious in their reception of us. The day was slow and steady. The various teams were able to spend more time with the small groups. Relationships were begun though treks in the jungle and such.
Danny shared that during the morning study he led, a young girl was distressed about her home life. We visited with her during the afternoon. She is being raised by an alcoholic uncle. She is overwhelmed and frightened. She is lost. By the end of the afternoon, I was ready to just pack her up and move her aboard the Beatriz. It is difficult to help such victims of impaired behavior. They don’t feel safe to speak openly about their plight. They live in a world of silent pain. Given time, the feeling of security and nurturing may be established in such lives. It just takes more than an afternoon on a bench under a mango tree… I pray God place a responsible, loving adult in her life, soon. Her life is of great value. She deserves the childhood she’s been robbed of…
- The day closed with a service at dusk. It’s was a challenging but, revealing day in Peneira. I’m grateful to have been part of its unfolding in some way. I’m grateful for the opportunities that were offered and acted upon.
- Our construction team has just pushed off aboard the AMOR/Dan Shipley to build the generator house in Apara. All teams are now on location. There is a tree full of Japeins just off our port side. They are singing beautifully, as no other bird can do. Thank You Lord for yet another day to enjoy Your creation, love and mercy…
From the Helm – Thursday, July 29th, 2010
This day was spent in what I call the “city of exile” for Santa Maria. After our departure last year, the church in Maues led the dwellers of St. Maria to ask those who facilitated our efforts to leave the immediate perimeters of the village. This they did. Those who relocated here on the river have continued to flourish. They have been steadfast in their desire to study more of the Word. They have built two pole barns to provide shelter to worship and study, planted new crops and have begun to build homes.
Those who were instrumental in this remnant leaving are now crossing the creek to join the Bible studies that are held each week. During the course of the year, the number of participants has grown from the original 6 to more than one hundred. My, my, my. The Spirit is moving in an incredible way among the peoples of this region…
The people here are of a different character than other places we’ve visited. They are aggressive in asking for “stuff” – almost too preoccupied with what we might give them that they hear little of what we attempt to share with them. In view of this, we’ve refrained from gifting them with just about everything except the medicines from clinic and crafts from VBS. The danger lies in the false perception that if they verbally accept what is being presented to them, they will receive something tangible in return.
This season has brought about a new awareness of how things have progressed in AMOR’s development over the years. Our desires to meet what we “perceive” are the physical needs and wants of the people may have reached an unhealthy extreme. It is clear to me we must back off the bringing of so much “stuff”. We may tend to the physical health in whatever ways available to us. The rest, for the most part, is more of a hindrance than any help at all. After bellies are filled and sickness is eased, the true need and hunger in all of us is spiritual in nature. This is the hunger we should be about tending to. We are equipped with an abundance of such food, to overflowing.
- A young couple was baptized this afternoon. The look on their faces was that of overwhelming joy - priceless. They’d been denied this privilege until now due to the fact they are not “legally” married. I visited with them and became appalled at the self-righteous attitude of those responsible for withholding the privilege. This is a couple who have been committed to each other, before God and man, for a number of years. There are 3 children they are now raising in the Word and have a better marital relationship than I’ve seen in most who call themselves “married”. The reason for their lack of documentation is money, time and urgency.
Anyway, the two are now baptized and will get the “paper deal” done when time and money permits, if ever. I guess you could say I have a few issues with religious tradition and dogma that is only nominally rooted in scripture at the expense of the spiritual growth and wellbeing of those it attempts to control and manipulate…
8:00 PM – we are now sailing to Peneira Creek. We’ve never been there before. Tomorrow will be a day with new people and the possibility of new relationships. It’s a beautiful prospect, indeed…
From the Helm – Wednesday, July 28, 2010
4 PM – After picking up Tereza and an additional interpreter in Maues, we moved on to anchor in a safe harbor above the village of Apara for the remainder of the night. This entire region has been difficult for Tereza since we left her last year. The church in Maues has disciplined these people heavily for their acceptance of our presence. It’s truly sad to see such a thing.
Much prayer and supplication has gone up on behalf of these people. They are hungry for the Word yet are restricted from receiving and studying it. I know there is a reason for all the resistance being encountered. I also know that for us to continue on, sharing as we do, is the right thing for us to be about doing. So, regardless of the circumstances, we will continue to share as long as the doors remain open for us to do so.
- Medical has been steady all day. I feel we are in a fishbowl here with no idea of who is observing us. We will be prudent in our treatment of all who come. I feel the need for special vigilance during these days. We will do no elective surgeries or dental work. Just seems to be the responsible approach this time around…
- Bible studies have been held this morning and afternoon. It’s been good to be able to sit in on such things. I feel a special freedom in not being chained to a dental chair or a medical consultation table. I feel a fleeting guilt about it. Only fleeting though…
- Our satellite system continues to be “go” - ”don’t go”. It is time to change her out for something more substantial and dependable. I know God has already provided for this. I just need to find those He has touched to provide it through…
We are about to shut down our activities for the day. We will gather all who will listen in an hour or so to share as we say our good-byes. We have six communities to see in just 6 days here on location. I think I’d like to see us slow down a bit next year – build relationships slowly in fewer places. For now, I’m just grateful to be part of this whole deal. Grateful, indeed…
From the Helm – Monday, July 26, 2010
6:30 AM – the team arrive on time last night. The bus was loaded and on it’s way to the Beatriz before 1 o’clock this morning. One of the team members (Ellen) had missed her connection in Atlanta, causing her to miss the group’s flight. As the night progressed, she called me several times with updates on the dilemma. She was finally re-routed through Sao Paulo and will arrive at 11 tonight. It’s all worked out well. We should be underway toward Maues by midnight.
8:00 PM - We’ve had a fast turnaround this time. We are taking on final fuel right now. Our time was well spent today. Several last minute things we’d not known about were accomplished in town. The team shopped at the floating mall. All is set to sail. We are all a bit tired but ready to get on with what God has for us down the river. Much to see. Much to experience. Much to learn and share…
From the Helm – Tuesday, July 27, 2010
5:00 PM - Set sail at 1:30 this morning. Ellen arrived without incident. Good to have her aboard. I was able to sleep in this morning. No urgency to get up and about. The Beatriz is operating beautifully. Thank You, Lord, for providing all the work she’d been desperately in need of. She’s a joy to be aboard…
The cruise has been smooth and comfortable. We’re on the Araria River right now, within 4 hours of Maues. ETA for rendezvous with the Lori and Tereza is set for about 9 tonight. It’s been good visiting with some of the team. I had a good conversation with Ray, Todd and Charles. Fine men, indeed. I look forward to the days with them and all the rest. Much ahead to experience together.
I have a peace within my soul that has been building over the past several days. It’s come from a specific surrender after a time of scattered contemplation. As clarity draws in the fragments of it all, I will seek to expound upon it all. I’ve seen a glimpse of things to come. I’m soothed and comforted. I’m grateful for God’s faithfulness. I’m humbled by His dealings with me. Things are just as they should be today.
From the Helm – Wednesday, July 21, 2010
After a long, eventful day and evening in Sao Paulo, we are now pulling away from Sao Pedro after a brief visit this morning.
Yesterday was a day spent revisiting those we met last year in Sao Paulo. They are an exited people, awaiting the construction of their new meeting place. Money for most of the materials was given last year by team members. Unfortunately, the land that had been provided by the community fell through due to a bit of local politics. The materials are all together. The land will be purchased as soon as a piece becomes available. Edno is patient. He knows the right parcel will be available when God makes it so.
This has been a good trip for us all. We’ve been blessed to come to know two new communities and a new river. I’ve seen that much is yet to be done in reaching the Valley with the Word of Hope we know so well. I’ve revisited the awareness of my own limitations and the need for the limitless wisdom and resources only God may provide. The magnitude of the need is great. I understand I’m only to do what God allows me to do. I know my desire is to somehow do more. My joy comes from knowing it’s not up to me to determine neither quantity nor results. Mine is but to do as I’m led to do and all else will care for itself.
Midnight – Parintins is an hour away. We are nearing home. The team is set to travel Friday morning for Manaus and home. The Beatriz and Lori will be turned for our venture to the Maues region by the end of the day, tomorrow. Much to do…
From the Helm – Saturday, July 17, 2010
This is our second day on location here in Terra Preta. Edno has been here only once before, to announce our pending arrival. I’ve never been here at all.
The friendliness with which we were received was uncharacteristic of most “first time” stops. The people were very helpful as we off-loaded our equipment and supplies. They’d already triaged those who would be seen first by medical and dental. There was also a request that we help a precious, cripple lady (Maria) who soon won our hearts as the construction team proceeded to make her little hut more accessible and comfortable in meeting her needs.
Medical was rather overwhelmed by the sheer numbers of families that awaited treatment. Dental was just me. Needless to say, only a fraction of the pain was relieved that would have been possible with a true dentist on hand. I pray more of these professionals will be led to come serve with us in the future.
VBS had a substantial crowd of little ones to play with and tell Bible stories to. The children here are well behaved and attentive. There is no evangelical presence in Terra Preta – never has been. The evening service was a blessing. Edno spoke clearly regarding our motives for being here. He expressed our collective desire but to speak the simple truth of God’s grace, mercy and plan for each life He created. How refreshing to leave all the dogma and rhetoric behind. It’s how we do it. It’s what’s important to me. It’s how we will continue to do things as long as God continues to privilege me with the opportunity as the days unfold…
The service ended with 13 adults coming forward accepting Christ in to their lives. It was all beautiful for me to see. Hope rising out of hopelessness; strength attained through surrender; new life emerging from a mere existence. How I love to watch as God’s Holy Spirit moves so beautifully, bringing about change and purpose in the lives of so many.
From the Helm – Sunday, July 18, 2010
A cold front moved in overnight. The temperatures today have been in the high 60’s and low 70’s. It’s been cloudy and comfortable all day long. No A/C needed for sleep.
I’m impressed with the character of this community. There is a special calm about them. An uncommon patience and passivity. I’ve found myself desiring to return here in the near future. The teacher and his wife have been most helpful these days we’ve been here. They have gone to great lengths to make sure we were comfortable. Utilizing their own diesel fuel, we’ve had electrical power throughout clinic hours each day. These people have asked us for nothing at all. They are truly grateful for our presence here. It’s been a joy to get to know them.
We cut off our work and held a good-bye service at 6 this afternoon. The community brought gifts of fruit, manioc, tapioca, squash and coconuts. I was deeply touched and humbled. I trust Edno will be permitted to continue visiting here after our departure. This is one of the communities that have been difficult to reach in the past. I pray God allows our continued presence here in the days to come.
From the Helm – Monday, July 19, 2010
Slept well last night. Slept in this morning. We were underway to Lago Grande a 4 o’clock. The sound and feel of the engine as the Beatriz cruises, makes it easy to just turn over and sleep a bit more. I’ve not been waking quite so early this season. It’s been more restful for some reason. I guess I’m beginning to show my age…
2:20 PM - We’ve been cruising all day. It’s been a relaxing break from the times ashore. The team is tired. A couple have jammed a toe or twisted an ankle. Several have cycled out of a 24 hour virus of some kind. All are well today. Our time on location is within it’s last 48 hours. We’ve just come through the tight canal leading to Lago Grande. I look forward to revisiting Sao Paulo in a bit. ETA is set for 5 PM.
From the Helm – Friday, July 16, 2010
10:00 AM – We pulled to the community of Antonio da Correira where we will minister today.
Sleep was restful last night. The closing service in Sagrado was an emotional occasion. The community read poems, sang and made presentations that moved us all. It took a good while to say our good-byes. These are a loving and compassionate people. They’ve brought to my heart the reality that the relationships God’s allowed to develop as the result of our obedient goings, are very real and profound. The seeds of His love that have been planted over the years, have sprouted and grown in a beautiful way. A beautiful way, indeed…
The construction team continues to lend a hand in Cucui. We all look forward to the events ahead as the day unfolds here among a new people in a new place. Our team is well. The work God is doing among our members is evident. All are open to His leading. It’s the way it must be to see what He would have us to see. I love you, My Lord. I thank You for the opportunities You’ve allowed for us to grow in our trust and dependence upon You; You alone…
Our sat system has not been functioning properly the past 24 hours. I’m glad it’s up and running now. The prayers of all back home are cherished by us all here in the Valley…
From the Helm – Wednesday, July 14, 2010
2:30 PM – The team arrived on schedule yesterday. There was a delay in their connecting flight out of Manaus. We set sail at 10 last night.
Smooth sailing through the night. The Ramos is tranquil. Good to be off the main Amazon for awhile. After breakfast, we all got together for the briefing regarding what we think we might be doing and where that might take place. It’s always good to feel we have a plan…
Edno rendezvoused with us just before noon. So good to see him once again. We’ve been cruising for a couple hours; the Beatriz’s engine just went to an idle. Sagrado is just off our starboard side. Our time on location is about to begin. Thank You Lord for the safety you’ve provided us thus far. Thank you for all that is to come over the remaining hours of this day…
8:00 PM – Beautiful afternoon in Sagrado. The people welcomed us warmly with rockets as firecrackers. The American flag was flying high and the children they flowers and confetti as we climbed the stairs. It humbled me deeply. These are a precious and beautiful people. They are precious to me, indeed.
Cilene was filled with questions regarding Rusty, Pam, Pat, Chris, Steve, David and all the rest. I filled them in as best I could. Pat has been constantly in their prayers over the past months. I’m sure she’s aware of this…
- The remainder of the afternoon was spent setting up our clinics for tomorrow. We will do all we can over the next day and a half. VBS went ahead and got the children cranked while the rest of us looked on.
No services tonight. Edno felt it best we all rest up for tomorrow instead. The team just finished with a service of its own aboard the Beatriz. I missed it. Sleep should be sweet tonight…
From the Helm – Thursday, July 15, 2010
Well, I officially miss David this trip! My first patient took a full hour and a half to “more or less” be completed. One of those simple extractions…
Medical treated the predictable variety of infirmities along with the well-babies of the community. There was, however, a particular case that stood out from the rest. One that dealt with the seeming hopelessness we come across so often. The desperation we’ve brought the solution for, if the heart is willing and open. This young mother sat through the consultation, blankly hearing the diagnosis of her three children. She was in such a depressed state she probably heard little of it at all. I remember such a state in my own life long ago. Today, I am a breathing example that God is good and merciful. By His grace, such an existence in but a memory to me. I pray He provides such relief for this one. I pray she has reached the point only He may be visible to her. I pray that our team’s tenderness will have provided some form of direction to the One who holds all peace…
The construction team went up to Cucui to lend a hand to the church there. They are beginning to erect their meeting place. All the materials have been painstakingly acquired over the past years. Our guys will do what they can over the nest day and a half to put it together for them. What a dream come true for our brothers in Cucui...
From the Helm – Monday, July 12, 2010
10:00 AM - I’ve been in Manaus awaiting the Orlando Team’s arrival. There were a couple of questions regarding their travel that made things a bit uncertain as to whether the Beatriz would be summonsed to Manaus or the team would fly on in to Parintins. Fortunately, all has been worked out. The team arrives in a few hours and will connect out at 5 this afternoon.
I’ve was briefed this by Luiza this morning, early. All is prepared. Staff and crew are ready to set sail upon our arrival. Edno called this morning as well. He is on location in Sagrado and will meet us in the wee hours of Thursday. His plan is for us to minister to 3 different regions. We will go and do as God leads.
The days ahead will be good. I’ve been prayerfully considering a number of things I feel God will make clear to me during the course of this trip. Their all good contemplations. I simply need His permission to move forward. I’ve approached Him after reviewing and confessing my motivation regarding all. I look forward to the answers that will clearly come.
I’ve spoken with home. All are well. All is good…
From the Helm – Sunday, July 04, 2010
4:00 PM – It’s been a smooth day today. All teams completed their work and were shut down a bit after Noon.
- Filipino grilled outdoors for lunch. We all enjoyed beef and sausages till we were satisfied we’d eaten too much.
- At the service this morning, we observed the Lord’s Supper. Brent officiated. Silas, Pedro and Marciano help with the translation and serving. It was a unique time together. The house was full.
- I’ve had some quality time with Marciano today. We sat under trees and on rocks by the river together for most of the morning. He’s a wise young man. This is made evident by his eagerness to seek council. He’s had difficulties with a faction that has broken away from his clan. There has been much gossip and plotting against his person and position of leadership. I listened to him intently for a good long while. He is not bitter. He has chosen to spend much time alone in the jungle and on the river, seeking what God would have him to do. The answer was made clear to him over these past days. He is simply to love those who appose him; be available to help them if they have need; welcome them back as they repent and resolve to rejoin the clan.
It comes as no surprise that God would reveal such things to Marciano. These are the same things that have been revealed to me over the years. When we seek what God would have us to do and He provides such direction, a heartfelt attitude of firmness cradled in true humility will always produce the power and respect necessary to achieve what is right. No amount of anger and self-righteous indignation can affect change in those we are called to lead. People who follow out of fear will always strike deeply whenever possible. The humble that follow God’s leadership will always be exalted according to His timing, for the good of all involved.
- There will be the “grand farewell” service this evening. The entire community will come out dancing, giving hugs and presenting us with gifts. It is one of the highlights for our teams. I love to watch it all happen.
We are scheduled to depart in the morning, early. This will probably be our last communication until we arrive in Parintins on the afternoon of the 6th. All are well. All are tired. I look forward to the long canoe ride back to the Beatriz. Much time to sit and contemplate these past days as we rush past the rapids, falls and granite. There is much to consider. Much to be grateful for…
From the Helm – Saturday, July 03, 2010
11:00 AM – We all slept early last night. The service was cancelled. It was an evening of good rest.
The morning has been quite busy. Canoes arrived last night and early this morning, filled with neighboring clansmen in search of treatment. Dental has been busy with both extractions and fillings. I’m grateful to have the restorative equipment to help in this way. Medical was steady with the same clansmen seen by the dental. Ramona fitted several more with glasses. VBS and the teaching sessions were well attended. The surgeries that were scheduled for me, simply faded away…
My house is taking on a new look and added comfort. Windows have been installed all around. The groves that allow dirt to fall through to the bottom floor have now been sealed. It has become even more attractive and comfortable than the day it was given us. I love it.
Our team members are well. All are enjoying the unfolding of the days. Many stories have been lived out by each to share with those back home.
4:00 PM - I woke at 3 this morning with beautiful thoughts flowing through my mind in to the very debts of my soul. Thoughts of new beginnings amidst familiar surroundings. I experienced the assurance of knowing our work here in the Valley is embarking on new ventures, in new stability. Nothing prophetic about it. Just the calm, soothing sense that all is well; that regardless of the degree of any particular person’s involvement, AMOR will continue to venture deeper and deeper, reaching those unattractive to the rest of the world; those my God refers to as the “meek and humble” He’s determined to make rich and wise in the Spirit – the peoples He has allowed me to fall in love with so deeply and indisputably...
- Yesterdays meeting with Foroxa and Marciano is still fresh. God continues to reassure me of wisdom He’s given in the past. Wisdom regarding dealings with the world around me. I’m reassured that the primary duty of the few responsible for the many is that of seeking God’s wisdom. Then, surrendering to what is found. Silence is crucial when confusion arises. Action becomes critical when clarity is revealed. Any sustainable peace is achieved only through appropriate adherence to these simple truths.
God makes no mystery of His will in a given situation or as to a given path I should take. All such mystery is fabricated by the introduction of my own will to the equation. The best exercise of my will is always to surrender completely to His. Time and again, I’ve lived in the shadows of what should or could have been. I’ve clung to “security” so tightly that I’ve let slip away all that would have been necessary to attain the true security I’d sought.
- The element of “pride” has been at the forefront of my thoughts over the past weeks. I’ve become aware of it’s presence in my life in a most unfamiliar form. A form that has limited my growth in, and enjoyment of, what God has set before me.
In the past, I’ve more often than not sought to bury and seclude myself in His care instead of exposing others to its beauty. I’ve chosen to hold to myself the needs of the Valley as God has revealed them to me. I’ve been selfish by not allowing all who desire to, to participate in the vision God has so graciously allowed me to see and live in. I’ve handled the knowledge God has revealed in a possessive, exclusive manner. This has been wrong... Very wrong, indeed…
There are so many creeks, lakes and cutoffs in this great Valley. Each, home to peoples abandoned by all governments, help organizations and religion. Peoples so isolated that no one dares go to the expense and supposed discomfort required to touch them with the hope and love God so freely offers. It is these God has entrusted to the care of AMOR. It is the joy of our calling to grip and cuddle them wherever and whenever He may lead us to do so. They are these who my heart is broken for. These are the peoples God has chosen to be my own.
- Lord, over the next days, I ask that You show me the way You would have us reach more of these precious people with your love, power and way of life. Show me how to better provide that others participate in what You’ve allow for us here. Divorce me from all selfishness and self-seeking as I look to Your guidance through it all.
Thank You for waking me to new beauty each day. Thank you for the eyes you’ve joined with mine that I may see things long obscured and dimmed by my own limitations. Thank You Lord for it all, indeed…
From the Helm – Friday, July 02, 2010
NOON – The remainder of the day, yesterday, went well. All teams were busy throughout the afternoon. Much was accomplished as the hours passed.
The service last night was filled with singing and dancing by the young ladies of the village. It seems they played 10 different songs, all to the same tune; each lasting about 10 minutes. Fun to watch. These are a beautiful people. They are genuine, carrying and loving. Their joy over our being here is transparent and real. Once again, I realized one of the many reasons why I am drawn to be among them.
I visited with Marciano and Foroxa down the river this morning. We spoke of nothing special. But, it was all truly special. I’m considered a family member here. With all the defects we each present from time to time, the underlying love is true and consistent. They’ve asked for a meeting after lunch with the leadership of our team. I look forward to it.
- Brasil is playing Holland right now. All has pretty much stopped for the duration of the game. We aren’t doing very well. We’ll have to see how it turns out to see how moral will be shaped for the remainder of the afternoon…
I called Mom and Dad this morning, as I try to do each and every day I’m away. Dad has not been well. I struggle with being away as I am. It seems their health takes a turn each time I travel for extended periods. Nothing much I can do about it from here. I’ve asked William to lay eyes on them this afternoon. I’ll call him later to see if Dad’s tired voice actually matches the way he looks and feels. It would help if our trip season was spread out a bit more during the year. Two to three weeks at a time away would be more tolerable than 2 to 3 months. It’s never worked out that way over the years. Who knows though, it might be a possibility in the future. Both they and I are grateful for the opportunity to serve here in the Valley, regardless of the timing and schedules involved.
- All are well. All are healthy and enjoying the days here in Inaja. We found out earlier this morning that air travel schedules will cause us to have to head down to Parintins from here on the morning of the 5th.
I believe I have a couple eye surgeries to do this afternoon. If the patients show up, I guess my afternoon is set. Right now, I believe a dip in the “pool” is in order. Seems about half the team has already beaten me there...
3:00 PM – The afternoon is but a couple of hours from settling down. The meeting with Marciano and Foroxa ended up being a time of them sharing from their hearts in search of council. Some elements of dissention and division have erupted here in Inaja over the past several months. These two men have acted wisely in their response.
Power, greed and jealousy always yield chaos. Chaos which can either be intensified or quieted by our response to it. They chose to allow God to care for such things and all has been either reconciled or the elements have removed themselves to other locations. It was an honor for me to sit in such meeting. I was grateful for the opportunity to share my experience with them. It’s about all I have to offer anyone at all – my experience and hope…
From the Helm – Monday, June 28, 2010
4:30 AM – The Group arrived on schedule yesterday afternoon. All are well. All is good.
We have several last minute things to take care of this morning. Phillip and Sidne are scheduled to arrive shortly after Noon. We will set sail towards the Wai-Wai Nation as soon as all are boarded.
It’s been a good 24 hours. I’ve been able to visit with everyone aboard. Good to see them all. The days ahead hold beautiful ventures yet to be revealed. My spirit is ready to receive whatever may come. I’m eager to live it all out as the days unfold.
Departure is set for around 4 this afternoon. Just a few hours till we pull anchor and cruise. What a privilege it all is for me. I’m grateful, indeed…
10:00 PM – We were underway on schedule. Good to have Phillip and Sidne aboard. They’ve brought a bit of home to me. I love having the Boys here. This is the first year in many that they’ve all not made it for the season. Just the way it’s worked out this time.
- The moon is full and high tonight. It rose directly in front of us a couple hours ago. The evening is bright. No need for spots at all to safely navigate. It is so very beautiful out tonight…
11:30 PM - River traffic returning from the Bull Festival in Parintins is heavy. The Beatriz has been dealing with the waves since about the time we departed Manaus. I’m glad we’ve avoided the whole party deal. By the time we see Parintins in the morning, it will just be licking its wounds from the week of chaos. It’s a lovely town to live, work and play in except for this one period each year that some half-million people descend upon her, rape her and then steal away as quickly as they came. The money is good for a little town like her but, I feel the cost to her character and dignity far outweigh any benefit derived. For me, it’s a sad thing to see…
ETA in Parintins is set for mid-day, tomorrow. We plan a brief stop for fueling. Then, on to Cashoeira Porteira and beyond…
My heart is a bit heavy tonight. Nothing to do directly with the work that lies ahead. Just heavy and lonely. God will nurture me as sleep slowly takes over the meanderings of the heart and mind…
From the Helm – Tuesday, June 29, 2010
7:30 AM – Rough night aboard the Beatriz. So much traffic, hardly anyone was able to rest from the wash of the passing vessels. All is calm now. Our passengers will be able to catch up on rest during the day. Energy will be needed for our ascent to Inaja tomorrow and the next day.
Parintins isn’t far away. We will take on gasoline and diesel. Then, cruise onward.
- I was eventually able to rest last night. Even amidst the bouncing against the walls in my hammock. My God ministered to me in a gentle, soothing way. I knew He would do so. The matters that are on my heart, are of Him – of His design. Therefore, they are of a nature known fully only to Him. Thank you, Lord, for what you are showing me. Thank You for Your consideration of me in this way. It is all part of your provision and caring with regard to my life. Thank You for the glimpses of clarity You’ve provided in the night…
11:00 AM – Just about to depart from Parintins. The stop has gone smoothly. Luiza has stayed ashore to care for the return tickets of for the group and Pedro has come aboard for the remainder of the trip. Cachoeira Porteira is about 23 hours away. Time to settle in for the remainder of the cruise taking in the Trombetas River and the Mapueira. All are well. All baggage has been sorted for the climb through the falls and rapids. All is good.
My next probably wont communication won’t be till arrival in Inaja on Thursday evening. Lots of water and adventure between here and there. I look forward to every step along the way. From the Helm will pick up again as time and circumstance permits…
From the Helm – Monday, June 28, 2010
4:30 AM – The Group arrived on schedule yesterday afternoon. All are well. All is good.
We have several last minute things to take care of this morning. Phillip and Sidne are scheduled to arrive shortly after Noon. We will set sail towards the Wai-Wai Nation as soon as all are boarded.
It’s been a good 24 hours. I’ve been able to visit with everyone aboard. Good to see them all. The days ahead hold beautiful ventures yet to be revealed. My spirit is ready to receive whatever may come. I’m eager to live it all out as the days unfold.
Departure is set for 3 this afternoon. Just a few hours till we pull anchor and cruise. What a privilege it all is for me. I’m grateful, indeed…
From the Helm – Sunday, June 27, 2010
2:20 AM – It’s already been an interesting morning. I just returned from the airport… A few minutes after midnight, I got a call from Gary informing me the group was waiting at the airport! It took me a few minutes to shake the mist from my brain. I was in a daze.
In all my years, I don’t recall missing a group by twelve hours. Turns out, I didn’t miss the group this time either. These four came in on Delta at 12:30 AM. The remaining members are scheduled to arrive on TAM at 12:30 PM. It’s all “12:30”. But, the “P” and the “A” definitely made this whole deal interesting. In looking back at my emails, it seems the only schedule I received was for this afternoon’s pick-up on TAM. Not a problem. All is well.
Gary, Patti, Shanda and Elaine are resting comfortably at the Davinci. I’ll pick them up this afternoon on the way back from the airport with the remainder of the team.
- I’m a bit pumped to sleep again. At the moment, a good sit out on the bow with a hot cup of coffee seems in order. I believe I’ll do just that…
From the Helm – Saturday, June 26, 2010
7:50 PM – The moon just rose to the southeast with a breathtaking display of orange and red. It’s brought about a sense of peace that I’d managed to chase away for bits and pieces of my day. All is well. Just been working a bit too focused on the task for my liking; forgetting to allow for human error and the like. All is well. It always ends up that way regardless of my fleeting attempts to make it ugly...
- The Beatriz is about fully turned now. The team arrives tomorrow at noon. We will stay on here in Manaus until Monday afternoon while we finish up with a few things that had to wait for the next half-business day. The World Cup games have had a bit of an effect on regular business hours this weekend. It’s just the way it is when you live amongst the champions of the world…
- Phillip and Sidne arrive Monday as well. They’ve been down South with Cida for the past several weeks. I spoke with them earlier today. They are as excited to be going to the Wai-Wai’s as I am to be able to take them there!
- I’m excited about these next days. My spirit is calm yet overflowing with sweet anticipation. I know some beautiful sights and experiences are in store for me and the Team. There’s a fresh breath of hope and purpose in my heart. I’m ready for the venture ahead.
At certain times in our lives, things occur that seem to mark what future we may have left with a new hope and clarity. Several such things have taken place in my own life over these past months. I look forward to sharing them with all who will listen, just as soon as I feel led to do so. It’s all good. All brought about through God’s grace and provision in and for my life. It’s all fine, indeed.
- It’s about time to put this day to rest. Tomorrow will come soon enough along with the arrival of some dear friends among the arriving team. As a matter of fact, I have years of history with most of them. So, I look forward to sitting with them and sharing the days as they unfold for us, together.
From the Helm – Tuesday, June 22, 2010
4:30 AM – It’s been a long night. I’ve been up and down several times, finally giving up sleep for good about an hour ago. Several storms throughout the night have slowed us considerably. The lights of Itacoatiara are on the horizon.
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The Beatriz has performed impeccably all trip long. Around midnight, her main engine began to falter at high rpm’s. We’ve been cruising along at a mere thousand since then. At daylight, we will stop and investigate as best we can.
- These days have been good. Much has been experienced. A new outlook is beginning to come to view for me. Over the past several years, AMOR has had to struggle in making ends meet. Many times, our needs have been reduced by the mere absence of resources. I’ve learned to depend more completely on God’s provision. I’ve been able to accept what has come our way and learn from it all.
I feel led to travel deeper in to the Valley. The resources needed to do such are greater than what is available to us as we stand today. More and more of my time is spent handling unexpected “crisis” than in actual time on the river. God has the solution to this. I am beginning to seek Him specifically along these lines. He is beginning to show new paths. I look forward to the journey.
7:00 AM – Well, the verdict seems to be that our fuel pump is failing. We are about 2 hours below Itacoatiara. I’ve made the decision to limp along to Manaus as it is. All things remaining the same, we should still arrive by tomorrow afternoon. All is well. We will be underway once again, soon…
From the Helm – Friday, June 18, 2010
As the sun came up we were underway to Flexal arriving in time to set up and begin work at 10 this morning.
For some reason, Flexal hasn’t been a source of many fond memories. Nothing has ever happened to taint my opinion of the place; nothing particularly marking seems to have taken place. It’s just been a stop along the way to other places. Well, that has now changed…
- As in Castanhaduba, the work here is flailing. All efforts of the past to sustain a viable presence among the people of this community have failed to one degree or other. The people have become discouraged. After a day’s work and some good conversation with several, it’s become clear they’ve felt abandoned; detached. This, due to our absence for so many years.
Seven years ago, when AMOR felt led to move on to unexplored waters, we asked a sister organization to help with a continued presence here, in Mamuru as well as in Castanhaduba and Curua. Their response was decidedly positive and the commitment seemed genuine. Unfortunately, not a visit has been made since shortly after we departed the region. This has brought great sadness to me. I believe in my heart that if I’d known this would take place, I’d have never asked for the support in the first place and would certainly not have moved on prematurely. I have no resentment regarding it all. I more fully realize, though, that our manner of operating regardless of difficulty, distance and expense is not shared by many others who minister in the Valley. I’ll just continue to follow as I feel led and be grateful for whatever ministry others are endeavoring to accomplish on behalf of these precious people of mine. We don’t have to share the same vision or methodology. My God will make all things work together well in the end…
- The afternoon was busy. Flexal is large. The needs are a bit overwhelming. All will be met according to God’s direction, mercy and providence. Jed and I ended up doing seven eye deals between us. It was all good. I saw the priority to be eyes here so, dental was shut down for the day. VBS was strong and the construction crew ministered in the neighborhoods and surrounding homes and fitted glasses to those our supply still helped.
We did the eye surgeries in the home of Iana. This little lady of 31 was only 20 the last time I saw her. She had polio as a child and has never walked. He legs are drawn up tightly to the waist. When we arrived, we were met with the news she is pregnant of about 24 weeks. Immediately, my thoughts were negative. Upon visiting with her, she is happy about it all. She is looking forward to being a mother. I see where she deserves such a privilege of being a woman. All my negativity subsided and I’m happy for her. Very happy for her, indeed…
- The evening ended with a surprise birthday party for Amadeu! He was set up quite nicely. We simply ordered a cake from the kitchen, with all the balloons and trimmings, for a birthday aboard. He made his own cake and was surprised with it after the service this evening. He was taken aback by the attention. What a quiet, sweet man…
From the Helm – Friday, June 18, 2010
Around 3:30 this morning a windstorm blew in from the East. It came up so quickly, we’d dragged our anchor more than 100 yards by the time we slowly began our idle to safe harbor. The team was unaffected, snuggled in the A/C upstairs. It was about time for me to get up anyway. It was a good start to this new day.
I love the rain. It is soothing and tends to remove any urgency from my consciousness. Afterwards, all seems greener and fresher to sight and smell. It’s reminiscent of the calm God’s presence has on my mind and in my soul after the apparent storms of life. These storms never seem to be scary or unbearable. My sense of His presence and ways makes all things less than I would imagine them to be. It’s a beautiful thing, this dependence and trust on Him. It never fails to produce its promises and rewards as long as I allow myself the privilege…
- The day yielded a few twists. One of my dental patients decided to pass out. She was pregnant and was desperate to have a couple of troublesome teeth removed. I reluctantly agreed to do so. After the procedure, she promptly fainted! It was then it was brought to my attention that she was not only diabetic but had not taken her medication nor had she had anything to eat all day. All ended well though. I’d have probably done the same in her place. Desperation leads to understandable carelessness at time. It’s in our nature…
- Kendall has done more surgery this trip than normally appear for us to do. She’s removed more tumors than seasoning was needed for our bean pot!! It’s been good to witness her willingness to be of service in this way. Most of what she did was for the cosmetic self-esteem of the patients. This is of great value. I’m grateful for her sensitivity, indeed…
- The service this evening was good. Several testimonies from the locals were humbling for me as they expressed their gratitude for the help we had brought them. These people have no idea the pleasure and fulfillment it brings to us to be able to be among them; care for them; love them. What a sampling of God’s kindness it is to be able to be right here, right now…
From the Helm – Saturday, June 19, 2010
The Beatriz headed out early this morning for Curua. The night brought rest and the end of our time of active ministry among the villages of the trip. No more clinics, VBS, dental and construction. Today was a day of rest with Pastor Aluizio, his family and church.
About two this afternoon, Jed and I took Anderson and took off in a secondary vessel to post-op yesterdays eye patients. All the sunglasses had been given away. So, the crew got together and came up with 6 pair of their own to give. I was deeply moved by this…
By the time we’d post-opted everyone and made a feeble, unsuccessful attempt to journey on to Mamuru to check on the snakebite boy, it was getting dark. Mind you, I’d broken my own cardinal rule regarding always taking a flashlight and machete along regardless of time of day and proposed length of the outing aboard any secondary vessel. Having said that, it is understandable that we had to pull our way through patches of tapagems (floating grass blockages) and dark came so quickly we could no longer make it further than back to Flexal…
When we pulled up, my friend, Cabecao, was outside his house and had his two sons lead the way in their canoe in the strong winds whipping across the bay in the darkness. Needless to say, the crew of the Beatriz was eagerly awaiting us. They were cautious not to discipline me as I’d have disciplined them. However, the snide grins on their faces revealed they knew I’d have to be more tolerant of them when they, too, pushed the envelope on down the line…
- After a beautiful service with Aluizio’s church this evening, Kendall received word her mother-in-law had passed away. This has been an expected event the family has been dealing with over the past several days. The reality of which never hits until death actually arrives. My prayers are with her family. I know they are a close bunch. I’m grateful two of her sons are on the trip to help comfort and ease the pain.
From the Helm – Sunday, June 20, 2010
Aluizio, Conceicao and Rosanna came aboard for breakfast this morning before our departure for Obidos and home. The visit was sweet; sobering. They shared of the pain, confusion and abandonment they’d felt over the last years when AMOR left and no one came to help them, as promised. Once again, my heart and soul sank. I feel totally responsible for this terrible thing. I regret having trusted where I should have acted myself. According to God’s grace and leadership, I am resolved to not commit such an atrocity again. The way things appeared to this precious family was that a man they had trusted (me) had lied to them; turned his back on them. Lord, thank You for allowing me to learn from this. Thank You for the forgiveness in this family’s heart. Thank You for another opportunity to do what is in front of me in the right way…
4:00 PM – Arrived in Obidos an hour ago after battling a feld tree and a couple of grass blockages along the way. We made a brief stop in Mamuru to find that the snake bit boy is here in Obidos, doing well.
When we arrived, I was able to access my email (this has been sporadic these past days). What I Found was a beautiful Father’s Day mail from my Boys. I cried a bit over its content. I’m a blessed man to have these guys as my own…
- In a couple of hours, a bus will pick us up and takes us to Emmanuel Baptist for a service in our honor. We are all a bit tired. I look forward to the 2-day cruise homeward. The days of this venture are coming to a close. Time for some rest, fellowship and reflection. I look forward to it all, indeed…
From the Helm – Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Castanhaduba has grown. From the one-street village I remember of 20 years ago, it now has several streets; 24 hour electricity and piped water to every house in the community.
We arrive later than we had planned. Got set up and finished out the afternoon with a mixture of ministry and watching the Brasil vs. N. Korea game on TV. All ended well.
- We all stayed in last night. Rest seemed the best option for the evening…
Castanhaduba has changed to the point that the little church established here in 1989 has lost it’s effectiveness in the community. Although it is still open, I felt maybe it should simply join with the other evangelicals of the area. So many times, I’ve seen where holding on to a traditional presence has done little to help those in need – often, it’s been more detrimental than helpful. Denominationalism in areas this far removed tends to confuse and deeply divide those who need but here the gospel message - pure and free of pressure to associate or align in a particular direction. My convictions along these lines have caused a riff or two, here and there. However, it is the way God has moved me to understand the whole matter. Nothing to get in a mess about. It’s just the way I see it all.
9:30 PM- The day finally came to a close a bit ago. Several of us missed a good portion of the evening worship service in order to treat those still waiting for medical and dental.
VBS has been very busy – many children. Construction completed a large kitchen for a widow down the street. It’s been a full day indeed. Our plan is to set sail for Flexal early tomorrow morning. Flexal has a large population – one larger than I’m normally comfortable with. I am certain God will make use of us according to His design. Our team is willing. I am simply open to the unfolding that occurs. We’re all tired tonight. I look forward to the rest that will soon come…
PS – Martin did double-gainer of the top deck of the Beatriz yesterday in Mamuru. What a sight to see!
From the Helm – Tuesday, June 15, 2010
5:00 AM – We arrived in Mamuru at 10 yesterday morning after a couple hours in Obidos taking on Dorenilson, his family and a few last minute supplies. The first person that came in to view as we docked was my old friend Baldo. So good to see him.
The lake level is high but nothing like last years record levels. Fish are scarce, forcing the locals to scrape by on fresh game and beef – it’s a tough life, indeed…
- All was set up and our teams were on location around 2 PM. Dorenilson has asked that we split the time of these days between Mamuru, Castanhaduba, Flexal and Curua. This kind of progression is what excites me. We are able to reach more people where they live instead of forcing them to come to us. Being of service to people in their own homes is somehow important to me on many levels. God is gracious to allow us to do so more often than not.
Our first day ended with a fresh surucucu (bushmaster) snake bite that came in at 8 PM. We were called to the 11 year old boy’s house and promptly set about the task of bleeding him. The first 45 minutes is crucial. If the victim of such a strike isn’t gone within 45 minutes to an hour after the bite, it is no longer life threatening. We never know the severity until those precious minutes have passed the victim into safety or paralysis. We transported the young boy back to our location where we ran two IV bags through him within an hour’s time. By 9:30, he was transported home and all was calm. What an incredible sense of relief. Thank You, Lord, for allowing us to be here this day to be part of your mercy and provision in this way…
- The sun is beginning its rise now. The morning is dawning to another day of dependence on His wisdom and direction. The unfolding of the coming hours will undoubtedly yield the beauty of God’s grace, comfort and providence. I look forward to each moment. I’m grateful to be here at all…
Noon – Underway to Castanhaduba. The remainder of our time in Mamuru was like what the remainder of our time anywhere is usually like: People desperately wanting to be seen and we desperately attempting to see every one of them. We leave with the comfort of knowing we’ve done the best we could with the limited time and resources available to us…
The snake-bitten child rested comfortably. Kendall was in surgery mode. VBS was loud and cheerful, as usual. Now, on to fresh waters and new peoples. It’s been 19 years since my last visit to Castanhaduba. I look forward to seeing what’s become of it…
From the Helm – Sunday, June 13, 2010
11:00 PM – The team arrived at midnight last night. The transfer to the Beatriz went smoothly. We were underway at two. The stars were so bright and defined, the pilot house scarcely used the spots to show the way. All were tired. Few stayed up to watch the night. I had some time to myself at the helm. Beautiful…
The night cooled just before dawn and the fog became so rich in the Eva, we stopped at Wellington’s to wait it out. Over coffee, fresh buffalo cheese and the mist all around, we caught up on the months of not seeing each other. It’s good to have friends like that. Time and distance doesn’t seem to influence a thing. It’s all good.
- The day has been mellow. Sleep, food and conversation throughout the vessel. It’s been good seeing everyone. It will be good to spend time with each aboard as opportunity arises.
I look forward to the days ahead. Although feelings aren’t always reliable, I have the notion God will guide us to some gentle and meaningful experiences over the coming days and nights. There’s a subtle excitement in my spirit. There’s a confident sense in my awareness. I know that growth is imminent. Peaceful anticipation fills me.
Our first stop will be Parintins to take on final supplies and pick up Luiza. Then, on to Obidos and beyond. ETA for Mamuru is set for around Noon tomorrow. I’m ready for the unfolding of the next days. Ready, indeed…
Thank You, Lord, for this day of safe travel. Thank You for the new season that’s begun. I look forward to spending the hours with You, through it all…
From the Helm – Friday, June 11, 2010
We departed for Manaus yesterday evening. We’re now approaching Itacoatiara – about mid-way of the cruise. It’s been relaxing. All preparations have been made. The Beatriz is performing like the new girl she is. The staff and crew are settling in for the days ahead. I’m simply grateful to be along for the ride. Our Team arrives tomorrow night to join us for whatever God has in store to unfold in Mamuru and Castanhaduba.
- The last weeks and months at home have produced events which indicate God has a few significant changes in store for me, the Walkers and AMOR – changes that have brought about further peace to my life rather than the customary fear and rampant speculation of times past. As these coming days unfold here in the Valley, He will provide the clarity needed – of this, I am certain.
On the horizon (however hazy it appears at this time), I see my God leading powerfully in new directions. He is gently providing a deeper love and desire in my heart to follow as He leads. He has challenged my surrender and dependence on His care, love and provision. I feel a bit overwhelmed by all He as so far revealed – overwhelmed in a beautiful, acceptant way. He has never asked that I do anything other than to quietly seek Him. In return, He’s provided absolute assurance that all is well; all is according to His wisdom; all is just as it should be. I’m grateful for His consideration of me in this way. Grateful, indeed…
I look forward to the days God has set before me - whatever flavor, variety and number they may reveal. I look forward to the opportunities He will provide each day He chooses to wake me. I look forward to encountering the new peoples and places He’s predestined for me to know. I look forward to walking with Him as He makes clear the next steps along the path He’s chosen for this time together.
- Lord, I recognize the privilege I have in being where I am, doing what You’ve allowed for me to do. I’m humbled by Your choosing to bless me in this way. I’m grateful for the special glimpse of Your magnificence in the star-lit skies of the Valley last night. I love you, my God. I love you with every fiber of my mind, body and soul. Thank you for Your kindness towards me. Thank You for it all, indeed…
From the Helm - Thursday, June 10, 2010
Arrived in Parintins late Tuesday. Internet and cell phone service has been down until this morning. It’s made provisioning and crew staffing a bit of a strain. But, all is well.
Our crew began arriving at 3 this morning. By sunrise, we were fully staffed and all were tending to their duties. It’s good to be home once again…
- The AMOR/ Beatriz is breathtakingly beautiful. She is new and freshly painted though and through. Luiza did a remodel job on my cabin that has made it a different experience for me. Cabinets were torn out and replaced with more compact and practical structures. My bed was replaced with one that actually allows me to stretch out without my feet being inside the bathroom! Small differences that have huge effects on good rest. I’m grateful…
- It’s 10:30 AM and we are about to pull away to fuel. Our team is set to arrive at midnight, Saturday. We will set sail to meet them in Manaus as soon as fueling is complete. The venture begins…
Saturday, June 05, 2010
Well, it’s been another long silence from me. I apologize. The past several weeks have been filled with family and Valley matters that have consumed more of my time than I’d have ever imagined. All are well. All is well.
I depart for the Valley tomorrow morning. I should spend Monday and Tuesday in Manaus wrapping up some administrative details, then on to Parintins Tuesday evening.
I can hardly contain myself with the desire to see our Beatriz. She is brand new – completely re-fitted from hull to upper roof. Luiza has been withholding photos from me to keep my curiosity up. She’s simply said that the Beatriz and Lori are beautiful…
- Our trips seem to be set for the summer season. I look forward to being part of the unfolding of the days. I’m grateful for the opportunity God has granted me to be part of it all – Grateful, indeed…
From the Helm will continue from the Valley in a couple of days. I thank you for your continued prayers and support over the next days as we venture together on new rivers leading to new peoples…
From the Helm – Sunday, May 09, 2010
Happy Mother’s day to all. This is a special day for our Ladies, indeed…
I begin by apologizing for my lack of writing and updates on the various situations and circumstances that have been underway these past weeks. I will try to be brief. These have been different days.
My father had chest pains last Friday morning. He was promptly admitted to the hospital. I moved over to be with Mom at their house and some time in the night on Saturday, she fell. The result was a cut to the back of the head and more damage to her already damaged knee. By Sunday, she was no longer had mobility and I hospitalized as well.
Dad had a heart cath on Monday. He suffers from congestive heart failure and the decision was made to leave things as they were while attempting to keep him comfortable through increased medication. The risks for corrective attempts far outweigh the risks of inaction. The remainder of the week has been spent with both he and Mom readying to go home.
God has been gracious, as always. He’s allowed my parents to be in the same place so I’d have easier access to them and them to each other. They were released and I was able to get them home yesterday afternoon. All is returning to some form of normalcy. God has provided just what was needed, each step in each day as they’ve unfolded. I am grateful for His presence, comfort and strength. He’s been so very considerate of me. I am truly grateful, indeed.
- The AMOR/Beatriz remains in dry dock. Further plank and rib replacements have been required. Estimates continue to increase. The work continues. Almost there.
- I have much to write about. Much to contemplate. Much to share. Hopefully, this next week will find me with some time to do so with you. I thank you for your continued prayers and financial sacrifice on behalf of the work in the Valley. I look forward to sharing from my heart with you again, soon.
From the Helm – Wednesday, April 14, 2010
This past week has been a beautiful experience in God’s provision. The AMOR/Beatriz was pulled yesterday afternoon for the needed repairs. We are within US$ 4,300.00 0f having all costs covered. I thank you all for your generosity and faithfulness. I know that by the time we must pay her final bills in a couple of weeks, the needed funds will be in place.
More Exciting News:
The May Trip to the Wai-Wai’s has been rescheduled for June 27 – July 07. Those of you who already have tickets, please re-schedule for those dates. Those who have a desire to join this incredible venture, please contact Nance Blomquist immediately! Her contact info is as follows:
Brent and Nancy Blomquist
870-321-7674
roses2u@centrytel.net
It is VERY important that all interested contact them right away due to the travel arrangements that must be made, ok?
I have been, and will continue to be, on the road this week here in Arkansas and Missouri. If you need to contact me, please email or call. I will get back with you as soon as I am able!
I trust all are enjoying this Easter Sunday among friends and family. The Walker Family just finished a good meal here at my house - It's been very good day, indeed.
Since I sent the below letter on March 31st regarding the AMOR/Beatriz, US$ 3,840.00 has been received. Thank you so much to those who've responded so quickly. As you can see, the need is still great and the window of time for us to be able to pull, repair and re-launch her by May 1st, is growing narrow. If God has laid on your heart the desire to give, please do so as soon as you are able. I'll let everyone know when all the needed funds have been provided. Thank you again for your kindness, prayers and encouragement.
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Hey Friends. I’m finally home again. It’s good to be back.
The nature of this mail is to make you aware of an urgent financial need AMOR is facing today.
During the course of this last trip we took with Hardin Baptist to Barreirinha, the AMOR/Beatriz developed severe leaks in her stern. There never was any imminent danger to our passengers due to the diligence and professionalism of our crew. However, we are now faced with the necessity of pulling her and taking care of all hull issues prior to our Summer Season.
The repairs of the Beatriz will include more than a dozen sets of ribs braces and all primary and secondary hull planks related to them; complete re-calk, plaster sealing and painting of the hull; Stabilizer re-engineering/seating and generator buffering for vibration reduction.
AMOR has had a number of unexpected expenses over the past month and a half. To take care of these obligations and the Beatriz re-fitting, we need your help.
I am sending this communication in hopes that God will move in the hearts of those able to help. Our immediate need is that of US$ 18,421.05.
If you are able to help with this and God leads you to do so, you may utilize our Pay-Pal Donation button on our website www.amor-brazil.org, or send a contribution to:
AMOR
P.O. Box 707
Mountain Home, Arkansas 72654
I thank you in advance for your help at this time. Please, let me know how I may continue to be of service to you.
Hey Friends. I’m finally home again. It’s good to be back.
The nature of this mail is to make you aware of an urgent financial need AMOR is facing today.
During the course of this last trip we took with Hardin Baptist to Barreirinha, the AMOR/Beatriz developed severe leaks in her stern. There never was any imminent danger to our passengers due to the diligence and professionalism of our crew. However, we are now faced with the necessity of pulling her and taking care of all hull issues prior to our Summer Season.
The repairs of the Beatriz will include more than a dozen sets of ribs braces and all primary and secondary hull planks related to them; complete re-calk, plaster sealing and painting of the hull; Stabilizer re-engineering/seating and generator buffering for vibration reduction.
AMOR has had a number of unexpected expenses over the past month and a half. To take care of these obligations and the Beatriz re-fitting, we need your help.
I am sending this communication in hopes that God will move in the hearts of those able to help. Our immediate need is that of US$ 18,421.05.
If you are able to help with this and God leads you to do so, you may utilize our Pay-Pal Donation button on our website www.amor-brazil.org, or send a contribution to:
AMOR
P.O. Box 707
Mountain Home, Arkansas 72654
I thank you in advance for your help at this time. Please, let me know how I may continue to be of service to you.
From the Helm – Friday, March 26, 2010
10:00 AM – All are on location at this time. The baptismal service was beautiful. Three young ladies entered the waters beside the Beatriz and were baptized by Chris.
The plan for the day is to work through lunch, wrapping things up by 2 this afternoon. Our time of sail toward home is set for 3 PM.
It’s all bitter-sweet for our team and those they’ve come to love here during these days. Hardin has been used of God to encourage this church body. Our hope and prayer is that she will remain united in seeking God’s direction. I look forward to hearing the news as the days unfold.
All are well. All are tired. It’s about time to head home…
From the Helm – Thursday, March 25, 2010
8:30 AM – All teams are either on location or headed in that direction. The lines have been set for medical and dental since 6 this morning. Many needs awaiting what help we are able to offer. This continuous scenario becomes difficult at times…
5:00 PM – All teams are headed back to the Beatriz right now. It’s been a good, long day. The front of the church is painted and the new doors are just about hung. What a difference it has made.
- Over lunch, Chris and I compared notes on our departure for Manaus on Saturday. We found that the flight is at 7 in the morning! So, we will wrap things up tomorrow by 3 PM and set sail for Parintins.
- A baptismal service is scheduled for 9 in the morning. Not sure how many will show up. We will gladly baptize all who come. We will meet with the candidates this evening.
- This has been a glorious experience for us all. The church here in Barreirinha has been energized by the presence of our Team. For various reasons, she has been suffering for a number of years. I trust the leadership will understand that any growth, from this point forward, will depend upon God’s blessing and their unity of efforts. This church has divided itself many times over the years due to the pride and ego of its leaders. I trust they will see the light this time around. They are set to reach their community if they will simply surrender their own designs and follow as God leads.
Our “going-away-service will start in a couple hours. I look forward to the evening ahead.
From the Helm – Wednesday, March 24, 2010
4:00 PM - Good service last night. We were all back aboard the Beatriz by 9 PM. I had the crew lower the tarps and turn on the A/C while we were out. The team enjoyed a “cool” evening of sleep. It rained much of the night anyway; it was a good decision on the tarps and A/C…
- It’s been a full day. Medical and dental has been the usual “steady”. VBS has had a large group this afternoon and have divided the children in to “older” and “younger” sets. The older were taken to a quieter, more intimate environment to encourage them to open up. The younger ones are just being the younger ones…
The construction team finished prepping the front wall and is now painting. The new doors should be ready to hang by morning. At some point over the next couple days, a new roof will also be installed over at the jail. This is a good project that will greatly benefit the community. Most every family has somebody locked-up from time to time…
- I had the opportunity to visit a good bit with Pastor Raimundinho this morning at the church. I won’t go in to it all. Enough said being I’ve found him to be a man after my own heart. I’ve know him for more than 20 years. God has allowed us each to engage in enough individual folly to finally bring us to some very important, common ground. I look forward to more time with him in the future.
- In a few minutes, the Evangelism team will be holding a service over in the new slum area of town. I trust God allows His message of hope to be heard by all that attend. I can see in the eyes of many the hopelessness with which they live. There is a Solution. I pray their hearts not be hardened as the Message is present…
The plan for the remainder of the day is dinner, then the evening service. The team is all well. They are going to bed tired and waking up refreshed for each new day. These are a fine group of men and women. I’m grateful Hardin Baptist has made possible this tremendous venture…
From the Helm – Tuesday, March 23, 2010
4:00 AM – All were back aboard at 9:30 last night. It was a long, good day in all respects. At the Police Chief’s request, one of the evangelism teams shared at the jail before coming to the service at the church. I can’t think of a better place to take the message of Hope than to those who seemingly have none. I’m grateful we were invited.
- The church of Barreirinha has been so kind and generous to us of what little they have. They’ve arranged for our transportation to and from all activities; expedited the electricity aboard the Beatriz and have provided many volunteers to help with the lines at clinic and dental. I’ve been impressed by this show of solidarity. It is an attitude that has not always been present in this place. God is moving in the hearts of these people as only He is able to do…
- Our construction team has just about finished the repairs on the front of the church building. They’ve replaced some 3 dozen boards and will begin to putty and paint sometime today. VBS grew constantly throughout the day as the morning and afternoon local school schedules permitted. Dental extracted some 50 teeth while medical treated 34 patients. It was a good “first day” on location, setting the pace for the remainder of our time here.
4:00 PM – Work ashore is beginning to shut down for the day. Medical and dental have been busy. The construction team has about got the front of the church building ready for paint. VBS has had an average of 75 children in each of its two sessions. Evangelism has worked in the jail again and a slum area. A number of people have come to know the Lord as their Savior. Several of these wish to be baptized on Friday. What a day this has been…
I look forward to the services this evening. A perfect cap to a perfect day. All are well. All are tired. Sleep should be sweet tonight…
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