From the Helm - Thursday, June 10, 2010
Arrived in Parintins late Tuesday. Internet and cell phone service has been down until this morning. It’s made provisioning and crew staffing a bit of a strain. But, all is well.
Our crew began arriving at 3 this morning. By sunrise, we were fully staffed and all were tending to their duties. It’s good to be home once again…
- The AMOR/ Beatriz is breathtakingly beautiful. She is new and freshly painted though and through. Luiza did a remodel job on my cabin that has made it a different experience for me. Cabinets were torn out and replaced with more compact and practical structures. My bed was replaced with one that actually allows me to stretch out without my feet being inside the bathroom! Small differences that have huge effects on good rest. I’m grateful…
- It’s 10:30 AM and we are about to pull away to fuel. Our team is set to arrive at midnight, Saturday. We will set sail to meet them in Manaus as soon as fueling is complete. The venture begins…
Saturday, June 05, 2010
Well, it’s been another long silence from me. I apologize. The past several weeks have been filled with family and Valley matters that have consumed more of my time than I’d have ever imagined. All are well. All is well.
I depart for the Valley tomorrow morning. I should spend Monday and Tuesday in Manaus wrapping up some administrative details, then on to Parintins Tuesday evening.
I can hardly contain myself with the desire to see our Beatriz. She is brand new – completely re-fitted from hull to upper roof. Luiza has been withholding photos from me to keep my curiosity up. She’s simply said that the Beatriz and Lori are beautiful…
- Our trips seem to be set for the summer season. I look forward to being part of the unfolding of the days. I’m grateful for the opportunity God has granted me to be part of it all – Grateful, indeed…
From the Helm will continue from the Valley in a couple of days. I thank you for your continued prayers and support over the next days as we venture together on new rivers leading to new peoples…
From the Helm – Sunday, May 09, 2010
Happy Mother’s day to all. This is a special day for our Ladies, indeed…
I begin by apologizing for my lack of writing and updates on the various situations and circumstances that have been underway these past weeks. I will try to be brief. These have been different days.
My father had chest pains last Friday morning. He was promptly admitted to the hospital. I moved over to be with Mom at their house and some time in the night on Saturday, she fell. The result was a cut to the back of the head and more damage to her already damaged knee. By Sunday, she was no longer had mobility and I hospitalized as well.
Dad had a heart cath on Monday. He suffers from congestive heart failure and the decision was made to leave things as they were while attempting to keep him comfortable through increased medication. The risks for corrective attempts far outweigh the risks of inaction. The remainder of the week has been spent with both he and Mom readying to go home.
God has been gracious, as always. He’s allowed my parents to be in the same place so I’d have easier access to them and them to each other. They were released and I was able to get them home yesterday afternoon. All is returning to some form of normalcy. God has provided just what was needed, each step in each day as they’ve unfolded. I am grateful for His presence, comfort and strength. He’s been so very considerate of me. I am truly grateful, indeed.
- The AMOR/Beatriz remains in dry dock. Further plank and rib replacements have been required. Estimates continue to increase. The work continues. Almost there.
- I have much to write about. Much to contemplate. Much to share. Hopefully, this next week will find me with some time to do so with you. I thank you for your continued prayers and financial sacrifice on behalf of the work in the Valley. I look forward to sharing from my heart with you again, soon.
From the Helm – Wednesday, April 14, 2010
This past week has been a beautiful experience in God’s provision. The AMOR/Beatriz was pulled yesterday afternoon for the needed repairs. We are within US$ 4,300.00 0f having all costs covered. I thank you all for your generosity and faithfulness. I know that by the time we must pay her final bills in a couple of weeks, the needed funds will be in place.
More Exciting News:
The May Trip to the Wai-Wai’s has been rescheduled for June 27 – July 07. Those of you who already have tickets, please re-schedule for those dates. Those who have a desire to join this incredible venture, please contact Nance Blomquist immediately! Her contact info is as follows:
Brent and Nancy Blomquist
870-321-7674
roses2u@centrytel.net
It is VERY important that all interested contact them right away due to the travel arrangements that must be made, ok?
I have been, and will continue to be, on the road this week here in Arkansas and Missouri. If you need to contact me, please email or call. I will get back with you as soon as I am able!
I trust all are enjoying this Easter Sunday among friends and family. The Walker Family just finished a good meal here at my house - It's been very good day, indeed.
Since I sent the below letter on March 31st regarding the AMOR/Beatriz, US$ 3,840.00 has been received. Thank you so much to those who've responded so quickly. As you can see, the need is still great and the window of time for us to be able to pull, repair and re-launch her by May 1st, is growing narrow. If God has laid on your heart the desire to give, please do so as soon as you are able. I'll let everyone know when all the needed funds have been provided. Thank you again for your kindness, prayers and encouragement.
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Hey Friends. I’m finally home again. It’s good to be back.
The nature of this mail is to make you aware of an urgent financial need AMOR is facing today.
During the course of this last trip we took with Hardin Baptist to Barreirinha, the AMOR/Beatriz developed severe leaks in her stern. There never was any imminent danger to our passengers due to the diligence and professionalism of our crew. However, we are now faced with the necessity of pulling her and taking care of all hull issues prior to our Summer Season.
The repairs of the Beatriz will include more than a dozen sets of ribs braces and all primary and secondary hull planks related to them; complete re-calk, plaster sealing and painting of the hull; Stabilizer re-engineering/seating and generator buffering for vibration reduction.
AMOR has had a number of unexpected expenses over the past month and a half. To take care of these obligations and the Beatriz re-fitting, we need your help.
I am sending this communication in hopes that God will move in the hearts of those able to help. Our immediate need is that of US$ 18,421.05.
If you are able to help with this and God leads you to do so, you may utilize our Pay-Pal Donation button on our website www.amor-brazil.org, or send a contribution to:
AMOR
P.O. Box 707
Mountain Home, Arkansas 72654
I thank you in advance for your help at this time. Please, let me know how I may continue to be of service to you.
Hey Friends. I’m finally home again. It’s good to be back.
The nature of this mail is to make you aware of an urgent financial need AMOR is facing today.
During the course of this last trip we took with Hardin Baptist to Barreirinha, the AMOR/Beatriz developed severe leaks in her stern. There never was any imminent danger to our passengers due to the diligence and professionalism of our crew. However, we are now faced with the necessity of pulling her and taking care of all hull issues prior to our Summer Season.
The repairs of the Beatriz will include more than a dozen sets of ribs braces and all primary and secondary hull planks related to them; complete re-calk, plaster sealing and painting of the hull; Stabilizer re-engineering/seating and generator buffering for vibration reduction.
AMOR has had a number of unexpected expenses over the past month and a half. To take care of these obligations and the Beatriz re-fitting, we need your help.
I am sending this communication in hopes that God will move in the hearts of those able to help. Our immediate need is that of US$ 18,421.05.
If you are able to help with this and God leads you to do so, you may utilize our Pay-Pal Donation button on our website www.amor-brazil.org, or send a contribution to:
AMOR
P.O. Box 707
Mountain Home, Arkansas 72654
I thank you in advance for your help at this time. Please, let me know how I may continue to be of service to you.
From the Helm – Friday, March 26, 2010
10:00 AM – All are on location at this time. The baptismal service was beautiful. Three young ladies entered the waters beside the Beatriz and were baptized by Chris.
The plan for the day is to work through lunch, wrapping things up by 2 this afternoon. Our time of sail toward home is set for 3 PM.
It’s all bitter-sweet for our team and those they’ve come to love here during these days. Hardin has been used of God to encourage this church body. Our hope and prayer is that she will remain united in seeking God’s direction. I look forward to hearing the news as the days unfold.
All are well. All are tired. It’s about time to head home…
From the Helm – Thursday, March 25, 2010
8:30 AM – All teams are either on location or headed in that direction. The lines have been set for medical and dental since 6 this morning. Many needs awaiting what help we are able to offer. This continuous scenario becomes difficult at times…
5:00 PM – All teams are headed back to the Beatriz right now. It’s been a good, long day. The front of the church is painted and the new doors are just about hung. What a difference it has made.
- Over lunch, Chris and I compared notes on our departure for Manaus on Saturday. We found that the flight is at 7 in the morning! So, we will wrap things up tomorrow by 3 PM and set sail for Parintins.
- A baptismal service is scheduled for 9 in the morning. Not sure how many will show up. We will gladly baptize all who come. We will meet with the candidates this evening.
- This has been a glorious experience for us all. The church here in Barreirinha has been energized by the presence of our Team. For various reasons, she has been suffering for a number of years. I trust the leadership will understand that any growth, from this point forward, will depend upon God’s blessing and their unity of efforts. This church has divided itself many times over the years due to the pride and ego of its leaders. I trust they will see the light this time around. They are set to reach their community if they will simply surrender their own designs and follow as God leads.
Our “going-away-service will start in a couple hours. I look forward to the evening ahead.
From the Helm – Wednesday, March 24, 2010
4:00 PM - Good service last night. We were all back aboard the Beatriz by 9 PM. I had the crew lower the tarps and turn on the A/C while we were out. The team enjoyed a “cool” evening of sleep. It rained much of the night anyway; it was a good decision on the tarps and A/C…
- It’s been a full day. Medical and dental has been the usual “steady”. VBS has had a large group this afternoon and have divided the children in to “older” and “younger” sets. The older were taken to a quieter, more intimate environment to encourage them to open up. The younger ones are just being the younger ones…
The construction team finished prepping the front wall and is now painting. The new doors should be ready to hang by morning. At some point over the next couple days, a new roof will also be installed over at the jail. This is a good project that will greatly benefit the community. Most every family has somebody locked-up from time to time…
- I had the opportunity to visit a good bit with Pastor Raimundinho this morning at the church. I won’t go in to it all. Enough said being I’ve found him to be a man after my own heart. I’ve know him for more than 20 years. God has allowed us each to engage in enough individual folly to finally bring us to some very important, common ground. I look forward to more time with him in the future.
- In a few minutes, the Evangelism team will be holding a service over in the new slum area of town. I trust God allows His message of hope to be heard by all that attend. I can see in the eyes of many the hopelessness with which they live. There is a Solution. I pray their hearts not be hardened as the Message is present…
The plan for the remainder of the day is dinner, then the evening service. The team is all well. They are going to bed tired and waking up refreshed for each new day. These are a fine group of men and women. I’m grateful Hardin Baptist has made possible this tremendous venture…
From the Helm – Tuesday, March 23, 2010
4:00 AM – All were back aboard at 9:30 last night. It was a long, good day in all respects. At the Police Chief’s request, one of the evangelism teams shared at the jail before coming to the service at the church. I can’t think of a better place to take the message of Hope than to those who seemingly have none. I’m grateful we were invited.
- The church of Barreirinha has been so kind and generous to us of what little they have. They’ve arranged for our transportation to and from all activities; expedited the electricity aboard the Beatriz and have provided many volunteers to help with the lines at clinic and dental. I’ve been impressed by this show of solidarity. It is an attitude that has not always been present in this place. God is moving in the hearts of these people as only He is able to do…
- Our construction team has just about finished the repairs on the front of the church building. They’ve replaced some 3 dozen boards and will begin to putty and paint sometime today. VBS grew constantly throughout the day as the morning and afternoon local school schedules permitted. Dental extracted some 50 teeth while medical treated 34 patients. It was a good “first day” on location, setting the pace for the remainder of our time here.
4:00 PM – Work ashore is beginning to shut down for the day. Medical and dental have been busy. The construction team has about got the front of the church building ready for paint. VBS has had an average of 75 children in each of its two sessions. Evangelism has worked in the jail again and a slum area. A number of people have come to know the Lord as their Savior. Several of these wish to be baptized on Friday. What a day this has been…
I look forward to the services this evening. A perfect cap to a perfect day. All are well. All are tired. Sleep should be sweet tonight…
From the Helm – Sunday, March 21, 2010
10:00 AM – The team arrived on schedule at 5 this morning. It was good seeing so many familiar faces – some, I haven’t travelled with since as far back as 1999. They seem to have aged a bit more gracefully than I…
After considering the options available to us for this day in Manaus, it was decided we get a half-dozen rooms at the Davinci Hotel so everyone could get a shower and relax a bit before our afternoon departure for Parintins. Our members have been up for better than 24 hours and could use the TLC. The plan is to return to the airport at 3 this afternoon in preparation for the 5 o’clock flight.
- Just spoke with Pedro aboard the Beatriz. Our staff is all in place as are the medications and other supplies shipped in from Manaus. The Beatriz is detached from city utilities and under her own power. We are set for “immediate” sail upon arrival this evening. I look forward to it all, indeed…
From the Helm – Saturday, March 20, 2010
5:00 PM – Yesterday, the AMOR/Beatriz’s main engine and generators were tested and signed-off on by the mechanics. This morning, Filipino and his kitchen staff arrived along with several of our interpreters. The medications were shipped this afternoon in the care of the remaining interpreters. I arrived here in Manaus on the morning flight from Parintins. It’s been an active day, to say the least…
- I just spoke with Rick Steiner a few minutes ago. He is boarding a flight for Atlanta right now. The remainder of the team departs Nashville in an hour or so. It seems everything is running smoothly at this point in time. I hope everyone gets some good sleep on the flight over. Tomorrow will be a long day at the airport here in Manaus…
- As last I heard, all is prepared and awaiting us in Barreirinha. It will be a short trip aboard the Beatriz. Supposedly, we have all set to hook her up to city lights upon our arrival. We’ll see when we get there. The town is also supposed to be up and running with cell and internet service. This will be a great help to me. Our costly satellite system will not necessary – Thank You. Lord…
After a good, hot shower, and some sushi from down the street, I’ll begin to turn in. Here, I can eat all the sushi I can handle for the price of a good plate of spaghetti back home. I love it…
- It was good to hear from home today. All is well with Mom, Dad and the Boys. All is well here…
From the Helm – Friday, March 19, 2010
8:00 AM – In bed by nine last night. Slept straight through till sunrise this morning.
Yesterday’s mental masturbation took its toll on me. I look forward to a day of rest from such things. It’s amazing how far I can go without so much as leaving my chair. The futility of it is laughable. The result of it, mere exhaustion. Not a deal at all…
Surrender has brought me back to the place I so miss when I choose to indulge my mind – the place God has given me thirst for and comfort in. I love this God of my creation and salvation. He is never shifting or changing. He is the Hand that lifted from the mire of my own understanding in to the sweet simplicity of His wisdom and care. How grateful I am for His kindness toward me.
I am amazed each time I contemplate the miracle of each breath I take. I am awed by His immeasurable patience and tolerance of my infancy. I am humbled He cares for me beyond anything I will ever comprehend.
He has asked that I simply give my all to Him in exchange for glimpses that shed light on why it’s all I should want to do. In the end of this beginning, the glimpses will be replaced with the full, uninhibited view of His majesty, mercy and grace. What a deal it all is. What a deal, indeed…
- The crew continues to arrive in preparation for Sunday’s departure. I leave for Manaus in the morning to take care of some business and meet the team as they arrive early Sunday.
I look forward to what this day will bring. I look forward to each step along the way as the hours unfold. Thank You, Lord, for the cradle of Your arms. It’s the only place I care to be…
From the Helm – Thursday, March 18, 2010
6:00 PM – My mind has been reeling all day. I’ve let it stray into both simple resignation and absurd indignation. I have exhausted myself, thoroughly…
Over the past couple days, several significant events have taken place that have caused me to stumble into concern. First, while I was away in Inaja, considerable funds were spent on Beatriz repairs that would eventually be needed, but I did not authorize due to lack of funds designated to that end. We could have postponed such things until May.
Secondly, I’m ever aware that our financial situation back home is, as usual, meager at best.
Thirdly, today Hoseas entered his labor suit against us in Manaus. Not surprisingly, the sworn witnesses to his lies were Carlinho and Nonato. I would have never dream it would be this way…
Fourthly, we’ve had a trip cancelation that will cost us much needed cash-flow on the front end of our up-coming trip season.
At this juncture, I am worn out with this seemingly constant struggle for resources. I have not the energy to continue much longer in this manner, in the strength of my flesh. I now see what my father struggled with for so many years at the Helm. I have laid it before the Lord – He will make clear what is to be done. In the meantime, I am overwhelmingly tired…
- It’s strange the way things appeared to be to me today. I have perfect confidence God is in control of all things. I trust implicitly in His provision. I know all will be well in the long-run. I recognize my limitations. At the same time, I’ve suffered with the subtle anxieties concerning those things over which I have little or no control. With all the reassurance and peace that abide in my being, my mind and body still ache with fatigue. Lord, please allow me rest…
This work is Yours to do with as You see fit. My participations has been, and continues to be, an act of Your gracious consideration of me. I am forever grateful…
Tonight, Lord, I’m at a loss. I have thought and done all I’ve known to think and do. I must now rest in the multitude of memories regarding Your mercy, grace and provision in the past. This I will do.
- Tomorrow is yet another day if You choose to include me in it. I look forward to a new dawn. Today’s dawn, I managed to cloud with self-centeredness and unbridled contemplation. I know better. For this, I am truly sorry. Sorry, indeed…
From the Helm – Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Noon – We’ve been underway since the sun appeared this morning. Porto Trombetas is just down the way.
- The trip down from Inaja yesterday was eventless. We took our time, stopping along the way in Muruci and Tawana. At Muruci, we met Cacique Amaita. He is a young man with a young clan. He and the pastor there asked that we help them build their church building some day. We visited a long while and I was able to meet his father who was hammock-bound by the pains of arthritis. I promised him our team would stop and give him some medicine to help soothe the aching in his joints. I’ll remind William to do so…
We crossed the river so Amaita could show us a beautiful waterfall just inside the jungle. The waters falling from the cliffs were ice-cold. How beautiful and refreshing the whole thing was. The rocks of the cliff and its surroundings were of pure flint. We collected several larger, flat stones for sharpening the knives on our vessels. Filipino should be pleased!
When we dropped the young Cacique off before we continued thought the falls and rapids, he gave me his bow and an arrow. I was humbled. I’d like to send him a nice flashlight in May, with William as well.
As our descent continued, we stopped several times to bath and relax in the sandy coves. Luiza had prepared a big pot of eggs and rice for the journey – it was delicious. On the way up, we had spotted a cutia (member of the capivara family) crossing the river and had chased it down. Our bowman had speared it so we would have a good dinner. As we passed the same spot coming down, Marciano playfully started maneuvering the canoe around as if we were chasing yet another one. He’s such a cool guy. I love him dearly.
After a final stop and visit in Tawana, we negotiated the final falls and arrived at the AMOR/Lori as the sun was setting. The whole day couldn’t have been more perfect. We all took long showers and sat down to meal of beef and rice Denilson prepared for us. What a deal…
Sleep was a bit sporadic due to the A/C and the fact my ears are totally stopped up from so much swing in Inaja. I guess I should just enjoy the silence. Actually, the last couple of days have been great that way…
- As we’ve been cruising this morning, I’ve had even more time with Foroxa and Marciano. We’ve discussed just about everything from the history of the Wai-Wai’s to their hopes and dreams about taking their many produce to the markets in town. If there is any way I’m able to help them, I will do so. If not, the friendship and love of Christ we share is more than enough.
This people are innocent in so many ways. Their code of ethics and behavior is simple and basic. They have been taken advantage of by the “white man” (any one not of their blood and heritage) each and every time they’ve attempted to deal with them. They are frustrated and saddened by all of this. It’s a shame this has taken place. If I were them, I think I’d just leave the “whites” alone. Over time, we white men seem to have destroyed just about everything we’ve touched. The saddest among these being our integrity. We’ve collectively blocked God’s grace and guidance by the imposition of our will through greed and self-seeking. What a sad deal indeed…
To have been able to spend these days among this people, I somehow understand better the way things should be. The lives of these people are geared to increase their conscious contact with God through Christ. They go about their daily lives contemplating how He would have them to live it – this is the necessary attitude to achieve a sustained peace and joy through the days as they unfold. This is the dimension I’ve grown accustomed to. It’s the only way there is. It’s the simple secret to the living of life – complete surrender of all that I am to the One who truly knows all…
- I’ve enjoyed sharing this time and these people with Jim these days. He has been a friend for more than 15 years. We’ve travelled some incredible waters together over the days. I’m glad he was able to take this time and travel these with me as well. It’s all been truly good…
- We plan to travel all day and night, stopping in Oriximina just long enough to fuel and purchase some spare hoses for our main engine. Our ETA for Parintins is set for some time tomorrow morning. I look forward to the hours ahead.
From the Helm – Wednesday, March 17, 2010
7:00 AM – Rough night of sailing. It storm from just around midnight to now. The AMOR/Lori and crew performed beautifully – just uncomfortable leaning against the frig and freezer for a few hours. We are now comfortable aboard the Beatriz. It’s good to be home…
Saturday, March 13, 2010 – continued
4:00 PM – I’ve soaked in the river most of the afternoon. Jim brought a snorkel and mask and has been floating about all day. He even crossed to the middle of the river where there is a beautiful beach and trees. I preferred to just appreciate it from afar. When I spoke do Dad a bit ago, he reminded me to keep Jim away from the canoes! He loves to take off on his own when we’re on location during team trips. I don’t think it would be as tranquil a cruise around these parts
- While Ricky was here last week, he was taking all his pictures with his iPhone. So, not having a camera of my own around, I’ve decided to take all mine with my iPhone. At least I’ll have a photo or two this way. His turned out pretty good!
Well, I’m tired and ready to do and think about nothing for awhile. The view from my front yard is absolutely breathtaking – the only place like it on earth…
From the Helm – Sunday, March 14, 2010
10:30 AM – It has been a fantastic 24 hours. I’ve had the opportunity to just sit and visit, bathe in the river and sleep soundly.
The stars last night were incredible. The Milky Way seemed close enough to touch. In the absence of the moonlight, it shown brighter than I remember ever having seen before. My desire was to wake early this morning to continue taking it all in. In reality, I slept beneath its glory, waking at 5 o’clock. Not a problem…
- Yesterday, I spent a good deal of time with Marciano on the benches in front of the house. We discussed just about everything there is to discuss. Through the conversation, I came to understand that honesty and self-honesty is the code by which these people live. They understand the weakness in humanity. However, the “truth” is essential to survival. When they fail each other, an amends either comes quickly or that particular relationship loses meaning and substance. Honor is important to these people - a quality all but lost among those back home in the USA. And this, not only among those who live in the world but also among those of the church. We’ve lost our innocence and it has hurt us profoundly…
I’d learned so very much in the days leading up to my arrival in Inaja. Since my arrival here, I’ve learned still more about how God has meant for things to be for me in my life. This has been a profitable venture as God has led the way. My heart is full and my mind is reeling with it all. I look forward to His clarification in my life regarding all He has allowed me to take in these days. I’ll need to find a quiet place, soon…
- Jim brought the message this morning. The people listened intently as the message made its way to them via three languages. In the end, they all clapped and asked that more be shared at a later time. It will be our privilege to do so.
- What’s left of the day will be spent attempting to prime their water well. We hope our attempts will be successful. We depart tomorrow in the early morning toward the AMOR/Lori. Our time here is all but finished. The ladies are collecting fish, fruits and tapioca for our afternoon meal and the journey homeward tomorrow – how gracious and generous they are with all that they have. How grateful I am for these hours God’s granted me among the Wai-Wai’s. How grateful indeed…
From the Helm – Thursday, March 11, 2010
Noon – As with most “maiden voyages”, there are some “kinks” to be travelled out. We’ve had a hose and exhaust pipe blow. After an hour or so drifting is some rather rough waters, the Lori is again underway.
Lady Amazon is feeling a bit testy today – rolling and tossing. With our Beatriz, we’d scarcely notice. The Lori is just the smaller lady of the two. She performs perfectly for what she’s meant to be.
When Juruti comes in sight, in a few hours, we’ll send for some “hose reinforcements”. As it stands now, our ETA for Oriximina is set for around nine tonight. The actual arrival will occur upon arrival…
From the Helm – Friday, March 12, 2010
6:00 AM – we’ve travelled all night with intermittent stops along the way to pick up our Wai-Wai friends in Oriximina, purchase a prop for Marciano’s motor and, lastly at 3 this morning, to pick up our permit for entry to the Nation with FUNAI.
It’s been a long night of travel. Sleeps was interrupted frequently by stops and “slow-downs” due to rain and fog. We are still 4 hours from the first falls where we are to switch to canoes. It is yet undecided if we will risk the trip to Inaja with limited daylight. Just have to wait and see how it all unfolds…
- I’ve been sitting on the bow with Marciano since about 4 this morning. The conversation has been light, delicious. These are a simple people. Their lives revolve around the cycles of nature. Their respect for their surrounding is remarkable. He was telling me that they are selective in what they take from the jungles. Mother and pregnant prey are spared at all costs as are the young of all species. They will prefer to go a day without food than to take the young or mother of the young.
A Royal Tucano flew across in front of us just after dawn. He told me this is a sign of blessing to those it appeared to. No sooner had the Tucano passed, a pair of radiant, red macaws flew in front of us as well. We both just said, “Wow…”
Several weeks ago, before leaving the USA, I had an odd feeling that I should make this trip. I was unsure of the nature of the attraction. I just knew that, if at all possible, I should make the effort. I asked the Lord to block the way if was not in accordance with His pace for me. He answered by simply allowing events and opportunities not to hinder my progression to this point.
Today, it has become clear why God has allowed me this privilege. A couple of days ago, I received word of the cancelation of one of our groups. This group was to follow immediately after the May trip to Inaja. I am now unable to “personally” take the May trip due to a myriad of circumstances, including finances. William will have that honor. Marciano and Foroxa will care for him and the team just as they care for me.
The waters I am travelling at this very hour are part of a venture God’s allowed me in May’s stead. How grateful I am for the moment – this moment in time. I know, without a doubt, I’ve but followed as I should…
9:30 AM – Well, we ran fully aground a few minutes ago. After several minutes of maneuvering with the secondary vessel, we’re underway once again. The Trombetas River is still dangerously low and our Wai-Wai friends are used to navigating canoes, not the Lori. It’s all good…
ETA for the 1st falls is still set for some time around noon. We’ll know when we get there…
11:00 AM – The clay banks of the river have been replaced by granite and ore. The forest’s canopy is now high and purely virgin. The channel we travel, a maze of protruding rock. We are arriving at the beginning. Let the canoe ride begin….
From the Helm – Saturday, March 13, 2010
12:30 PM – We arrived in Inaja at 10 this morning. Several delays along the way required that we spend the night in Kuanamari, the 3rd village of the Nation, then continue on this morning.
Kuanamari is just as hospitable a clan as Inaja. Their spirit is sweet. However, we were so worn out by the time we got there, we didn’t have the strength to meet with too many of them. We did meet with Cacique Aldo though. His request is the same today as it was when I first visited him in 2007: He would like some one to come and teach his people and maybe help them build a new building for the church. Once again, I assured him I would come when God provided the resources to do so. He will do so in His own time.
It’s good to be back home in Inaja. The children came to meet us at the “rock” and carried all our luggage and provisions for us. The house is just as I left it, only cleaner. I look forward to the couple of days I’ve been granted to be among these people in this incredible place.
Right now, I’m tired and in need of an afternoon of soaking in the river and rest. Thank You, Lord, for safe passage to this place. Thank You for the beauty You created along the way. Thank You for it all…
From the Helm – Thursday, March 11, 2010
The closing service of the RBBI was touching. By 10:30 last night, most all the pastors had headed home aboard the various vessels that had brought them. All left with the anticipations of what was to come the next time we gather in August. These days have been life-changing for us all…
Jimbo arrived on schedule last night. After a late burger by the river. We all crashed for the night. I was exhausted. I didn’t budge till 6 this morning…
I’m certain I’ve much to write about. Just no words at this time. We depart for The Wai-Wai Nation in just a few hours. My desire is to be able to continue From the Helm from Inaja, via satellite, on Friday evening. We’ll just have to see how it works out.
For now, we’re just going to cruise and take in all God has set before us. What a privilege it is. A tremendous privilege, indeed…
From the Helm – Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Noon – Just arrived back to the Beatriz after our morning session. It was a great time of study on the relationship between the man and woman as it should be related to Christ’s relationship to His church. Lots of raised eyebrows from this group of “Latino” men. In the end, however, agreement was unanimous as to how the needs of each couple should be addressed. It was good for me to go over these truths again in my own life. It’s a wonder any woman would have stayed with me any length of time at all…
The crew from the Beatriz had a spread laid out for us when we arrived aboard. They were grilling fresh Tambaqui. I’m not a bit hungry at the moment. Maybe Ricky will get in on some of the deal. Jimbo arrives on the 6 o’clock flight tonight. I look forward to seeing him. Our plans are to set sail in the morning for the Wai-Wai Nation. My, my, my. What a deal it should be…
Ricky has been a profound blessing to my life and the lives of these precious men these days. We have all benefited greatly by his anointing and candidness. We all trust this is only the beginning of a relationship that will flourish in realms and ways unimagined. I thank God for Ricky, Celisa and their church for the selfless nature of their sacrifice on behalf on these here in the Valley. God will recompense such things as none of we who received are able to. Thank You, Lord, for it all…
From the Helm – Wednesday, March 10, 2010
I’ve had the honor of knowing the man for 50 years. Throughout them all, I’ve seen no variation; no shifting; no contradiction; no compromise in the things of character.
His presence always awed and humbled me. His way with people was a source of childish envy. His presence in any given situation brought about a peace and security difficult to describe. His lack of favoritism among the peoples he encountered, a quality baffling to me until recent years.
I’ve watched as he’s comforted the dying and those around them. I’ve watched as children scuffled for a place on his lap anytime he would sit to rest. I’ve seen him break bread and share a cup with a leaper whom the world had cast aside. I’ve countless times watched as he sat quietly with the Word at all hours of the day and night.
I’ve seen him care for the woman God gave him in a ways so pure and intense they escapes description. I’ve seen him experience difficulty and grief with strength and assurance. I’ve watched as he’s left his family behind for great spans of time on behalf of those with no family at all. As a child, I sometimes thought maybe he just “wanted” to go. Today I know, from my own hearts bidding, he had to go…
He has and continues to be the example of “following only as God leads” few others of this world will ever achieve. He’s the living example of a heart given to every place and people he’s ever experienced yet still complete and at peace within his own being. He’s an awesome man. A true man of God - the pinnacle of service and humility toward his Creator and all He created…
He’s taught me by the simple living of his life before me. His patience and tolerance are an inspiration for me. The essence and purity of his love radiates effortlessly from his very being. What I know of human expression, I own to Him. I am grateful to God for the days He’s granted me with this man. I’m grateful for the close proximity He’s allowed us. I’m grateful, too, my own children also have access to a man, both timeless and irreplaceable…
I love this man who not only gave me life but showed me how to live it as well…
Happy Birthday, Dad. I love you with all my heart…
From the Helm – Tuesday, March 09, 2010
4:30 AM - Yesterday, we finished the first chapter in I Peter! What a deal… The pastors are so filled with questions; we’ve gone as slowly as has been necessary to relieve all doubts. This has been good for all of us. I have learned so very much.
- I took the night off from the evening services last night; was in bed by 8 o’clock. Woke this morning rested and refreshed. I must have needed it without realizing it. This has all been so very good.
I had lunch with my dear friend, Johnson Ellis, yesterday aboard the Linda Esperanca. They’ve brought a team of young people to minister to the immediate area around Parintins this week. Johnson is more a brother to me than anything else. We met here in the Valley on one of our trips many years ago. Then bond between us seemed to set immediately. It’s amazing to me how God crosses the paths of His children in beautiful and lasting ways, at just the right season of life – never by coincidence…
- In contrast to a life I once lived, but is still within the grasp of fresh memories, today is yet another opportunity to follow as He leads. I remember when the dawn of a new day meant only another extended time of drudgery and confusion. God’s peace has replaced all that. That, by His grace and mercy. Today, Lord, I am grateful for the breath You’ve granted me. The unfolding of the days are entrancing ventures in a life made possible through surrender of all to Your guidance. Thank You so very much for Your consideration of this simple servant. Thank You, indeed…
7:00 PM – The remainder of the day went well. The day’s lessons ranged from our “identity” in Christ to marriage and the church. I’m no expert on marriage and today I probably gained some knowledge as to why… It was all good, indeed.
I just returned from a meeting with sister Tereza from Maues. She came to town to let me know she was moving back home to Bahia. This came unexpectedly to me but I was soon at ease that the work will continue, in the hands of the 3 she has been working with over the past several years. It’s in good hands, mainly because it’s God’s work and not that of man. I look forward to working with the new tem alongside 1st Middleburg in late August. I’m excited to be part of it all.
Foroxa and Marciano from the Wai-Wai’s sat with Ricky and me this afternoon expressing their gratitude for the RBBI and brother Ricky. It was humbling for us both. These are amazing men. Amazing, close friends of mine. I look forward to going home with them Thursday morning. I look forward to arriving in the place my heart has never fully left. Odd sensation for me. Maybe it will be easier to describe when it becomes fully clear to me as the days unfold.
Ricky and I are headed to our favorite burger joint on the river for a nightcap of file burgers and passion fruit juice. What a way to end the day.
From the Helm – Sunday, March 07, 2010
5:00 AM - Yesterday was our first full day of RBBI. It was a great deal! We have a total of 46 pastors present and Ricky was exceptional. The pastors asked for so much clarification, we only covered the first 4 verses of I Peter! The clarification revolved around the question of “predestination” (always good for some heated discussion). It was all good. I’m impressed with Ricky’s anointing to share the Word simply and clearly.
It was a long day. By the time I hit the bed last night, I was done…
It’s not possible for me to adequately express the joy I feel in being in the presence of this group of men. It is beautifully humbling to watch and visit with them. I have a long history with most of them, sharing in their struggles and victories. I, once again, realize my small part in God’s larger plan is but to care for these humble servants as best God allows me to. These are the men God’s chosen to reach the Valley – I simply have the pleasure of tagging along. What a privilege and pleasure it is, indeed…
9:30 PM – The day’s teaching was exceptionally good. We dealt with justification, sanctification and glorification. Ricky presented the material in a way that opened our eyes to more clarity of meaning on it all. I truly learned a bit about the “why” of what I already knew to be true. What I believed, for some reason, out of faith or intuition now has foundation in scripture. God has truly taken care of me in my ignorance. I’m grateful to have Ricky with me in such close proximity these days. He is an anointed man of God. It is a privilege for me, indeed.
- Late this afternoon, we took a look at several properties with Pedro and Luiza. We found one in particular that would suit our needs in every way. It is large enough to house the RBBI and already has the beginnings of a house, complete with floating dock and large, open, covered areas. It seems ideal. We will just have to see how God directs. It was great fun to dream a bit anyway.
I just arrived back aboard the Beatriz. I’m tired. My spirit is at peace. My day seems to have ended. I look forward to the rest that is sure to come. Thank You, Lord for yet another day. It has been just as You planned it to be. How grateful I am for Your care of me. Grateful…
From the Helm – Friday, March 05, 2010
6:30 PM – It’s been a mellow day. Had breakfast and lunch with Luiza and Pedro at their home. Luiza referred me to a salon where I was able to work in a haircut, beard cut, manicure, pedicure and massage before returning to the Beatriz this afternoon. The pampering was refreshing. It cost little more than a good steak dinner back home. The result of the pampering will far outlast the benefits of the steak…
The RBBI begins tonight with an opening ceremony at 7:30. I look forward to seeing everyone. The pastors have been arriving all day today. We now have three of their vessels docked alongside us for the duration. To my knowledge, the only ones not yet here are the group from the Trombetas River region. Storms through the night have slowed things down a bit for them. They should arrive some time in the night.
I am excited about the days to come. Ricky is a blessing to me, personally, and I feel the pastors will bond with him in short order. I’m grateful to his church back home for not only making this RBBI possible but also giving up their pastor to come teach it. The resulting effect of it all will become clear as the days unfold. I look forward to it all.
- I am grateful for this day. God’s grace and comfort have been uniquely apparent to me; His presence, more tangible than often times. Frequently, “Boyd” can intrude on perfect peace with his own ideas, dreams, plans and solutions. This is a lesson “profoundly” learned yet quickly forgotten, time and time again – a lesson once again “profoundly” learned this day…
In the unfolding of each day I always have the choice of how I will participate in it. This choice rarely varies. Either I surrender to follow or I determine to go it alone. Most days, I surrender. On those rare occasions I determine my intuitive skills to be particularly keen, I declare myself “worthy”. It’s laughable how it invariably turns out…
Looking forward to the service tonight. I just messed up on trimming what’s left of my beard. So, it is no more…
From the Helm – Thursday, March 04, 2010
11:00 AM - After 36 hours in the air or in airports, we arrived in Parintins last night at 7. The AMOR/Beatriz and Lori were a welcomed sight. The cabins were chilled and fresh coffee was on my desk. How grateful I was to be embraced by it all…
I slept soundly last night. Awoke rested at 5:30 this morning, excited about whatever.
Ricky and I went to Pedro’s house for breakfast. Luiza had laid a spread fit for the kings we’re not. From there, we came back to the Beatriz. She is beautiful. The Lori is brand new. She sits proud in the waters of the marina. So grateful to see her restored.
We’ve rented an old VW GOL for the week. In a little bit, Ricky’s going to get himself a motorcycle as well. We’re all set for transportation just have no clue how to get anywhere. Should be interesting…
- This afternoon, the pastors begin to arrive. From now till tomorrow night, our own plans are to have a secondary vessel put in the water, rest, study and rest some more.
After lunch we plan to cruise the marina looking at some properties – its ok do dream a bit…
Spoke with Mom and Dad this morning – all is well. It’s good to be home. Thank You Lord, for allowing me yet another day to experience Your care. Thank You for permitting me the privilege of walking with You this day. Thank You for it all, indeed…
From the Helm – Monday, February 01, 2010
The snow was beautiful this weekend. Last night, the full moon added an impressive, finishing touch to it all. We were fortunate to have had only the beauty of it instead of the difficulties of this time last year.
- I’ve been back from the Valley for several weeks now. Memories of the days among the Wai-Wai’s in Inaja are still fresh. The resulting contemplation and peace, still sweet. Several of our team continue to comment on how privileged they feel to have been part of such a venture – I couldn’t agree more…
- The past couple of weeks have been busy with producing the 2009 Contribution Statements for mailing this week. It has been a source of extreme gratitude for me to re-examine how so many have given sacrificially on behalf of the work in the Valley. I’ve been humbled by the faithfulness of so many. The majority of our support to the General Fund comes by way of smaller, consistent offerings. These rarely seem to fail, regardless of the times. I’m grateful God chooses to touch these lives on behalf of those in the Valley.
- The beginning of 2010 has brought on a new reality for us. For the first time in our history, AMOR has begun the new year in debt. This is not due to unbridled spending or lack of prudence or stewardship. It is due to two factors not generated by our endeavors yet are beyond our control.
1- We had a team cancel late in 2009 who chose to require a refund of their trip funds as a prerequisite to rescheduling a future trip. AMOR has no reserves for such eventualities and, as usual, all our revenues are eaten by ongoing trip activities as soon as they are received. So, we must do all we can do to satisfy this unusual request. In the past, there has never been need of any “policy statement” regarding such an occurrence. However, one will be developed and in force in the immediate future.
2- We were forced to let one of our long-term employees go. The time to end this relationship was long overdue. However, in Brasil, the costs of terminating such an employee is quite high. We settled with him out-of-court in the sum of US$15,100.00. This has brought about several new requests for termination by other employees (for much smaller amounts) we had not considered at all – kind of a “domino effect”… The sum total of all that will be spent is not yet known. It is unfortunate but, will be better for our future to take care of these issues as soon as possible.
- I am grateful to all who have supported AMOR over the years. I am also grateful for those who, in 2009, stepped up and helped us through some specific difficult times (namely the AMOR/Lori refit and the late-year budget shortfalls). I thank each of you from my heart. I would also like to thank each one who gave over and above your regular gifts during the Christmas Season – you are amazing…
- Today, I’ve felt led to make known to you our current financial situation. We are in acute need of financial help now. This help is to make up for the unexpected, imminent outlays described above. Even though deposits are coming in at a painfully slow pace, the trips for the Summer Season seem to be coming together rapidly and in good health. We simply need help for the “now” of things (as in this month and the next). Anything God leads you to share will ultimately be all that’s needed – of this I am certain.
- I am exceedingly grateful God has allowed me to participate in His work throughout the Valley. It is by His grace I’ve been able to concentrate on such matters for such a span of time. I have no fears or concerns regarding these present days – He will continue to be sufficient through it all. His provision is predictable as long as I restrict my requests to that of His guidance and strength for each day. Any further requirement on my part leads only to the limited provision of my own efforts. That, my friends, would be severely limited in scope – severely limited indeed…
I look forward to hearing from any who may have specific questions or comments. Please let me know if I may be of any service to you. I stand ready to help in any way possible…
From the Helm – Wednesday, January 06, 2010
4 AM – Peaceful waters all night. After brief stops in Porto Trombetas, Oriximina and Juruti dropping off passengers, we’ve made good time. Our ETA for arrival in Parintins is set for around 2 this afternoon. Our flight to Manaus leaves at 5, tomorrow morning.
- I slept from 8 last night until my coffee was delivered just a bit ago. Good, sound sleep.
I look forward to seeing Phillip and Matthew in the morning. It’s good to be heading back for awhile. William will join us in the USA next week. These young men are a joy to me and their mother. A true joy…
- This has been a different sort of venture than many of the past. I don’t recall feeling towards a community and people as I do towards Inaja and the Wai-Wai. As I left them, it was an odd sensation of leaving home and family in a unique space and time, only to be reunited with home and family in yet another unique space and time – leaving home to go home. It’s beautiful in a way that escapes definition; so, I won’t venture to try. I trust God allows me to introduce the Boys to all of this one day. It would be good, indeed…
- Our time together is about up. The Team has seen so much; experienced so much. At this time, we know only a little regarding what we’ve ventured through. God will reveal more to each of us as He unfolds our days. I look forward to seeing and hearing of such enlightenments as they become clear. What a deal this has been. What a deal, indeed…
I’m grateful to You, Lord, for the breadth and depth of these days. I’m grateful for Your wisdom, protection, provision and grace through it all. Lord, I’m humble before You this day. Thank You for Your consideration of me. It is truly humbling, indeed…
- From the Helm will continue from elsewhere, on another day, as God leads…
From the Helm – Tuesday, January 05, 2010
2 AM – After a long shower and a good meal, I slept amazingly well. I am rested for the day to come.
- Marciano and his team of pilots ate aboard last night. It was good to feed and house some of them aboard the Beatriz in the same way they cared for us in Inaja. These are good men. To bring us to and from their home is a dangerous and intense undertaking. I am grateful for each one of them.
- We are scheduled to depart for Parintins after breakfast this morning, delivering Braginha to his home in Aboim along the way. I will have to sit with him for a bit, explaining that we will no longer be able to continue his monthly financial support. The offerings for his ministry have not been provided for by churches back home for more than 4 years. AMOR simply hasn’t the funding to continue in this manner. There are other issues with Braginha that have led me to make this decision. We will give him title to the AMOR/Cesar; a couple months continued support and continue to pray for him. I wish him well and feel certain God will provide if and as He chooses in the future.
It is unfortunate that promised support for several of our pastors has not been provided. AMOR has assumed these commitments for several years now. I see little way of continuing to take up this slack much longer unless God shows differently. We send more than US$ 3,500.00 each month over the amount that actually comes in for these pastors. Their work is anointed and I have no complaint regarding the monthly challenge to meet their needs. However, it is becoming increasingly difficult to divide up the dwindling funds that arrive. God will keep those He desires to keep and the others will find His provision elsewhere. I know this in my heart. It’s the way it is…
1 PM – We were underway at 8 o’clock. The canoes broke off from us and headed back up the rapids. I watched until they left sight. My heart is heavy. God permitting, I’ll be with them again, soon.
- We met with Braginha a couple hours ago before taking him back to Lake Aboim. He told us he had felt this change coming long ago. He is not concerned with the future. He is certain God will provide. He is correct in his assumption.
We signed the boat over to him with the assurance we still remain ready to help him in any way possible, in whatever ministry God leads him to engage in. He has much to contemplate regarding his person and life. I’ve been there myself a number of times. It is all good in the end if he will but seek and follow – one step at a time. All good in the end, indeed…
We are now headed to Porto Trombetas at a good clip. The Beatriz is running flawlessly. It’s good to be aboard her, once again. After a brief stop for a meeting in Trombetas, we will head on to Oriximina then, Parintins.
At this point in time, our ETA for arrival will be this time tomorrow. We’ll confirm the actual time when we get there…
From the Helm – Monday, January 04, 2010
6 PM – We arrived back at the Beatriz a couple hours ago. What a ride…
The ride “down” was as surreal as the ride trip “up”. The rapids and falls were so violent and shallow in places, the canoes had to lower by rope, backwards – a thrill best experienced than described...
The Wai-Wai’s live in a region of abundant fisheries, prey and natural beauty. The sights are breathtaking. The privilege of watching these people live out their daily lives has given me a new understanding of simplicity. They want for nothing for they never ask for no more than they need. When they receive their daily sustenance, their response is one of gratitude to their God. They take nothing for granted and give freely of what they’ve collected for their own families. They are truly grateful for each day God allows them – something I see little of outside my personal world.
- These past days, I’ve experienced a number of things I don’t fully understand. Conversations and observations that have yet to divulge their full meaning and application to my life. I look forward to the continued unfolding of what God made available to me in all this I’ve been blessed in a special way and am profoundly grateful.
- On January 2nd and 3rd, several of us went to Mapueira by invitation of their Pastor (Fernando) and the Grand Chief of the Wai-Wai, Elizeu. The journey was another 8 hours up the Mapueira River from Inaja.
The river quickly narrowed and the falls stretched for hours at a time. Immediately upon departure from Inaja, we battled Paradise Fall for two hours. Then after a short break of smooth water, we entered the 3 hour engagement of Mare’s Fall. The channel shrunk to less than 30 yards across. White-capping waters compressed by high walls of granite and overhanging trees and vines. What an awesome sight to behold.
We finally arrived in the Capital city of Mapueira at 3 in the afternoon. The Grand Chief had prepared a royal reception for his guests. Their new Year’s celebration was still in full swing. We were taken to the Great House where some 500 Wai-Wai were sitting, dancing and eating from a bountiful spread of tapioca bread, taper, paca, capivara and smoked fish. We were served as the men and women dance around the great room in full native garb. I was given the knee joint of the taper on a clothe made of tapioca. Greg felt fortunate he was too busy filming to enjoy the feast. After the fruitless search for anything other than skin and bone in my “knee”, I felt tempted to grab a disposable Kodak and act busy myself… It was all good. The dancing went on for 2 hours before we were whisked away to a meeting with the “powers”.
We met in the church building. A building that seats some five-hundred. It is a 110 X 50 foot structure. Massive by anyone’s standards. The Grand Chief and his aids sat with the pastors, Luiza, Edno and me for another long hour. I listened as Elizeu spoke of Wai-Wai history and their needs.
The missionaries came in 1950, clothing the population with the Word and covering for their bodies. They remained until 3 years ago. Now, other than a visit once or twice a year, the Wai-Wai’s are left to themselves. I could sense the air of a “lost child” as he described the great loss of the missionary presence among them. I was saddened yet encouraged they were finally on their own to use the spiritual tools that had been planted in their hearts.
Elizeu asked for many commitments from me that I was unable to make; things I do not feel led to do – mainly, abandon the lower clans to tend to the Capital City. God has drawn me to the forgotten, not those who’s needs are being met. Mapueira has more than they need and seek less of Him who provides.
Missionaries such as Irene Benson gave their entire lives to these people. The fruits of their labor abound. They built houses and lived among the people of Mapueira for more than 50 years. As the result, this is a Nation of Christians. They have blocked entry of all other denominations, save those evangelical in nature and theology. They’ve created a protective bubble for themselves. This spiritual commonality seems surreal to me. It is a good and unique thing to experience. Practically all of this nation profess Christ as their Savior. It is an uncommon thing in the world I live in – exciting and comforting…
After a long evening at the church, we retired to Irene’s old homestead. It is kept almost as a shrine to her – her presence was almost tangible. We ate rice and sardines at 11 PM. I was exhausted from the trip and overexposure to the sun. I’m burned rather badly…
- We departed early on the morning of the 3rd. My mind and heart were full and contemplative the whole way back to Inaja. By the end of the scorching trek home, I had come to see clearly the plight of this Nation. These are a people who have been blessed to hear the Word and accept it, almost collectively. These are a people who have the Bible in their own language. These are a people whose eternity is anchored in Christ. However, these are a people who thirst for understanding of the Word’s application to their personal lives. Their thirst for clarification of what they read in scripture is profound. It is reminiscent of the Ethiopian eunuch who was found by Philip on the roadside, studying scripture but lacking any understanding…
- My arrival back to Inaja was truly comforting. I had come back home. The evening was filled with conversation with Foracha and Marciano about my travels. There was an almost childish jealousy in their demeanor. They’d not liked the fact we had taken of our time with them to visit a “strange land”. I was both humbled and amused. My love for them grew even deeper – our bond, stronger…
- I was also met with the news our water and food supply would last only another 12 hours. Our time here would be limited to that. Departure was set for early this morning.
- Last night was a beautiful time of gift-giving and worship. The people had us stand at the front of the church while one-by-one, they all came and adorned us with headdresses, bracelets and necklaces. It was deeply moving. Before the whole thing started, the Chief had come to me privately saying he had but one gift to give me. I was left speechless when he presented me with the house on the river we’ve called our home for the past two years. He declared that the house is no longer a house of the Wai-Wai. It is now the house of Bill – Bill’s House! My, my, my… What an honor. I now own a true piece of Eden…
- The peoples response to the teachings of Brent, Greg, Mark and Ken confirms in my heart and soul these are a people hungry for the word. Work among the children had never been undertaken. VBS gave new life to these little ones. They suddenly found themselves part of the larger tribe.
The request for our continued presence here has touched me deeply. Van and Sherry were able to meet the physical needs of all who came to them. Greg recorded every moment on miles of film. I look forward to God’s clarification of the meaning in it all. I look forward to it, indeed…
From the Helm – Still January 1, 2010
Greg, Luiza, Edno and I will be departing for Mapueira at 5 tomorrow morning. This village is 8 hours upstream from here. The remainder of our team will continue ministering, as He leads, in Inaja. God willing, we should re-join our family here, late Sunday.
This is the last written communication for the next 40 or so hours. God bless all who follow along. Your continued prayers and support are appreciated. From the Helm will continue sometime on the 3rd. Take care…
From the Helm – Friday, January 01, 2010
8 AM - It’s been a festive morning. The community danced and sang until the wee hours under the supervision of a gorgeous, full moon. I must have been tired – I saw and heard little after 10 last night. The boys hung my hammock under the house. Its comforting contrast over the floor, coupled with a gentle breeze, was all I needed to bring in the New Year.
At about 9 this morning, 21 young people who accepted Christ throughout the year we baptized in the river. It was quite a sight to see. A number of these made their public professions of faith during Murray’s trip, this time last year. It was a privilege to see the circle completed today. A beautiful thing indeed…
11 AM – Filipino and a couple of the Wai-Wai men are dressing and preparing a wild boar for the open fire. We’ve given a bunch of chickens and rice to compliment the pork and fish Ken’s team brought in yesterday. I can taste it already! It’s good to be among this people on this special occasion. I could never have designed it this way. God has been especially considerate of me this day. I am grateful.
The ladies just finished touching up the body paint they applied to me yesterday afternoon. It is one they designed last year as a gift to me. The symbols represent “Man at Peace”. I was deeply humbled by the gesture. It is a symbol I plan to have permanently tattooed when I return home. It will be a reminder to me of two pertinent things in my life: the peace God has made to permeate in my life and soul and the bond, now strong, He’s allowed me with this precious people. Both, blessings of His kindness, mercy and grace. Thank You, Lord, for this life You’ve allowed me. Thank You for the privilege of Your presence. Thank You for allowing me to realize just how special it all is…
3 PM – More dancing and more food. Its all been good. Lots of fellowship and discovery.
- I witnessed the making of the “pepper blend” this afternoon. I’ve been sworn to “secrecy”. What a deal it is…
- Seemingly, all that remains for this day is the rest of the day. Medical saw several people. As for the rest of the team, there has been but rest and participations with the Wai-Wai’s. I danced a bunch myself… Maybe a church service later this evening; maybe not. It’s been all good, indeed…
From the Helm – Thursday, December 31, 2009
3 AM – Unbelievable… Mere words will deny descriptive justice to what I’ve seen these past hours. Since departing the Beatriz yesterday, we’ve ventured in to another world – another place and time.
For 8 hours we travelled through the ever narrowing channels of the Mapueira River. The cliffs and rock formations becoming higher and more pronounced as we slowly pressed forward. At each set of rapids and falls, the necessity of jump in and drag our mammoth canoes over the shallows, evolved from an occasional occurrence to the norm of things.
Tucans and macaws flew over us with the frequency of blackbirds back home. I was amazed at the rocks rising from the waters. They were magnificent in size and shape - some polished smooth, others jagged and menacing. As our 5 canoes jockeyed for position between negotiations of the falls, we’d just look at each other, the sheer awe of it all was apparent in each face…
We finally arrived in Inaja at dusk, yesterday. The entire community were standing or sitting on the great rock ledges as our canoes landed. So good to see Foracha (the Chief) and all the rest. We were welcomed royally. This time, Marciano vacated two homes in order to accommodate our numbers and provisions – the hospitality of this people continues to deeply humble me. I am so very grateful to be here among them once again…
The full-moon is casting perfect shadows off the trees from the east; the Southern Cross low on the southern horizon; Scorpio setting to the east; the sound of the rapids roaring in the background of my thoughts. Here I sit, overlooking the river – my mind and soul in total awe of it all. Thank You, Lord, for allowing this for me. Thank You for safe passage to this place and people. My, my. Thank You for it all, indeed…
1 PM – It’s been a mellow morning. We just got our generator up – now, we have communication with the rest of our universe.
- Just after dawn, all of us went to the “Rock” to bathe. The water was warm. I stayed in for almost an hour, chatting and letting the current relax me. One of our members’ hammocks became soaked during our journey yesterday, so, I loaned him mine. The floor for the night made the waters this morning truly relaxing. A hammock tonight will be a welcomed relief…
- A few minutes ago, the Cacique of Mapueira arrived and requested a meeting with me. He, Foracha, Marciano and I visited for a good few minutes before he asked what he’d come to ask. He wants to take me up to Mapueira day-after-tomorrow to visit his people. My immediate reaction was “yes”. After discussing it with our team, my answer was confirmed. Greg Brown, Edno, Marciano and I will depart at dawn on January 2nd, spend the night and return the 3rd, hopefully be dark… I love it…………………
- It seems some folks back home became a little concerned the other day when I mentioned that “a couple of our team were not quite 100%”. Well, what I said was what I meant. Nobody was “sick”; they just had a few hours “not quite 100%”. Everyone is WELL!!
- Medical just finished for the morning. VBS and teaching begins this afternoon. All is in full swing. How good it is…
- Preparations for New Years have begun all round us. The women are making huge tapioca cakes and collecting fruits to make juices. Ken is out with the fishing party in search for tomorrow’s food. When he gets back, he’ll probably turn around and head out with the hunting party. I feel certain his stories will be numerous and wild. It’ll be fun to hear him tell about the whole deal.
From the Helm – Wednesday, December 30, 2009
4 AM – Sleep was sweet; uninterrupted. The little hike yesterday probably helped…
The coffee tastes unusually good this morning. The skies are starless. Cloudy but crisp – low humidity. I’m secretly hoping for rain all the way to Inaja. We’ll see what happens…
8 AM – The canoes have arrived. The journey begins……………..
From the Helm – Tuesday, December 29, 2009
4 AM – We arrived in Porto Trombetas an hour ago. Braginha is nowhere in sight (of course he’s a bit hard to see in the dark…). We’ve taken on ice for our chests, documentation for our entry and will wait till dawn to see what the deal is with our wayward pastor.
It was a smooth trip up the Trombetas River – good sleep for those of us not yet “on duty”. I am rested.
- I received an email late last night that Stacy will not be joining us on the 11th for our second trip. This makes two that have found it not possible to make the trek. I know the circumstances of their cancelations will be worked out in God’s wisdom and timing. These things happen. I’ll be left to deal with the financial ramifications when I return home. These trips were at the absolute breakeven point, as they stood, with no cancellations. This too, God has considered – my impute is neither needed nor advisable at this stage in the game.
We have come thus far because God so led us. We will stay and do until He leads otherwise. As we live the days ahead, He will provide clarity. It’s all I ask of Him. It’s all I desire and need…
6:20 AM – Braginha is nowhere to be found. We’ve set sail up the Trombetas. We know our destination is north. Hard to go wrong if we head that way. Braginha will appear along the way when he appears.
It’s beautiful this morning. Clear skies. Clear mind. Good to be alive...
11 AM – A few minutes ago, a lady on the bank of the river flagged us down. We most always stop when this happens. A she rowed her boat towards us, here came Braginha around the bend behind us. Good to see him even if he did oversleep and miss us in Trombetas… We took him aboard and helped the lady out with some gasoline at the same time. We are now underway. At least there’s someone now aboard who at least claims to know how to get to where we’re supposed to be. The current information we now have is that the river is still very low and treacherous for the Beatriz. We will go ahead and venture as far as is prudent. The Wai-Wais are headed in our direction as we speak. We should meet somewhere, some time in the night…
1 PM - Just awhile ago, I sent an email to the participants on our next trip. It has become clear to me that we should postpone that venture. I’ve sought council and asked for God’s peace – this He has given me. No regrets. There was little to ponder. I will visit with each of those not travelling when I’m able to return home.
- We are cruising at a breezlessly slow pace. The Trombetas is unseasonable low - Sandbars and beaches more abundant than water in the channel. I’ve never had the privilege of seeing it like this before. Breathtakingly beautiful…
ETA for Cashoeira Porteira is estimated to be around dark, this evening.
7 PM – Just had dinner. We’re tired…
Arrived in Cachoeira Porteira at 3 this afternoon. Then took an hour hike and canoe ride to Tawana to visit our friends there. The rapids are so violent and exposed, we will probably have to portage at least three of the 5 on the way up tomorrow. The canoes from Inaja have still not arrived leaving me to believe they’ve either had problems along the way or they weren’t able to come down this morning. If they get here by 10 in the morning, we will still make Inaja by nightfall. Just have to wait till tomorrow comes.
A couple of our team aren’t quite 100% today. We have until tomorrow to mend or consider splitting the team between Inaja and Tawana. Either way, it will be just the way it should be. All are exited for the events tomorrow may bring…
- The river is beautiful. Rocks exposed high above the water line. I’ve never seen such a magnificent sight. Maybe I lead a sheltered life and just don’t get out much for this is all amazing for me to behold. Amazing, indeed…
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