From the Helm – Friday, July 02, 2010
NOON – The remainder of the day, yesterday, went well. All teams were busy throughout the afternoon. Much was accomplished as the hours passed.
The service last night was filled with singing and dancing by the young ladies of the village. It seems they played 10 different songs, all to the same tune; each lasting about 10 minutes. Fun to watch. These are a beautiful people. They are genuine, carrying and loving. Their joy over our being here is transparent and real. Once again, I realized one of the many reasons why I am drawn to be among them.
I visited with Marciano and Foroxa down the river this morning. We spoke of nothing special. But, it was all truly special. I’m considered a family member here. With all the defects we each present from time to time, the underlying love is true and consistent. They’ve asked for a meeting after lunch with the leadership of our team. I look forward to it.
- Brasil is playing Holland right now. All has pretty much stopped for the duration of the game. We aren’t doing very well. We’ll have to see how it turns out to see how moral will be shaped for the remainder of the afternoon…
I called Mom and Dad this morning, as I try to do each and every day I’m away. Dad has not been well. I struggle with being away as I am. It seems their health takes a turn each time I travel for extended periods. Nothing much I can do about it from here. I’ve asked William to lay eyes on them this afternoon. I’ll call him later to see if Dad’s tired voice actually matches the way he looks and feels. It would help if our trip season was spread out a bit more during the year. Two to three weeks at a time away would be more tolerable than 2 to 3 months. It’s never worked out that way over the years. Who knows though, it might be a possibility in the future. Both they and I are grateful for the opportunity to serve here in the Valley, regardless of the timing and schedules involved.
- All are well. All are healthy and enjoying the days here in Inaja. We found out earlier this morning that air travel schedules will cause us to have to head down to Parintins from here on the morning of the 5th.
I believe I have a couple eye surgeries to do this afternoon. If the patients show up, I guess my afternoon is set. Right now, I believe a dip in the “pool” is in order. Seems about half the team has already beaten me there...
3:00 PM – The afternoon is but a couple of hours from settling down. The meeting with Marciano and Foroxa ended up being a time of them sharing from their hearts in search of council. Some elements of dissention and division have erupted here in Inaja over the past several months. These two men have acted wisely in their response.
Power, greed and jealousy always yield chaos. Chaos which can either be intensified or quieted by our response to it. They chose to allow God to care for such things and all has been either reconciled or the elements have removed themselves to other locations. It was an honor for me to sit in such meeting. I was grateful for the opportunity to share my experience with them. It’s about all I have to offer anyone at all – my experience and hope…
From the Helm – Monday, June 28, 2010
4:30 AM – The Group arrived on schedule yesterday afternoon. All are well. All is good.
We have several last minute things to take care of this morning. Phillip and Sidne are scheduled to arrive shortly after Noon. We will set sail towards the Wai-Wai Nation as soon as all are boarded.
It’s been a good 24 hours. I’ve been able to visit with everyone aboard. Good to see them all. The days ahead hold beautiful ventures yet to be revealed. My spirit is ready to receive whatever may come. I’m eager to live it all out as the days unfold.
Departure is set for around 4 this afternoon. Just a few hours till we pull anchor and cruise. What a privilege it all is for me. I’m grateful, indeed…
10:00 PM – We were underway on schedule. Good to have Phillip and Sidne aboard. They’ve brought a bit of home to me. I love having the Boys here. This is the first year in many that they’ve all not made it for the season. Just the way it’s worked out this time.
- The moon is full and high tonight. It rose directly in front of us a couple hours ago. The evening is bright. No need for spots at all to safely navigate. It is so very beautiful out tonight…
11:30 PM - River traffic returning from the Bull Festival in Parintins is heavy. The Beatriz has been dealing with the waves since about the time we departed Manaus. I’m glad we’ve avoided the whole party deal. By the time we see Parintins in the morning, it will just be licking its wounds from the week of chaos. It’s a lovely town to live, work and play in except for this one period each year that some half-million people descend upon her, rape her and then steal away as quickly as they came. The money is good for a little town like her but, I feel the cost to her character and dignity far outweigh any benefit derived. For me, it’s a sad thing to see…
ETA in Parintins is set for mid-day, tomorrow. We plan a brief stop for fueling. Then, on to Cashoeira Porteira and beyond…
My heart is a bit heavy tonight. Nothing to do directly with the work that lies ahead. Just heavy and lonely. God will nurture me as sleep slowly takes over the meanderings of the heart and mind…
From the Helm – Tuesday, June 29, 2010
7:30 AM – Rough night aboard the Beatriz. So much traffic, hardly anyone was able to rest from the wash of the passing vessels. All is calm now. Our passengers will be able to catch up on rest during the day. Energy will be needed for our ascent to Inaja tomorrow and the next day.
Parintins isn’t far away. We will take on gasoline and diesel. Then, cruise onward.
- I was eventually able to rest last night. Even amidst the bouncing against the walls in my hammock. My God ministered to me in a gentle, soothing way. I knew He would do so. The matters that are on my heart, are of Him – of His design. Therefore, they are of a nature known fully only to Him. Thank you, Lord, for what you are showing me. Thank You for Your consideration of me in this way. It is all part of your provision and caring with regard to my life. Thank You for the glimpses of clarity You’ve provided in the night…
11:00 AM – Just about to depart from Parintins. The stop has gone smoothly. Luiza has stayed ashore to care for the return tickets of for the group and Pedro has come aboard for the remainder of the trip. Cachoeira Porteira is about 23 hours away. Time to settle in for the remainder of the cruise taking in the Trombetas River and the Mapueira. All are well. All baggage has been sorted for the climb through the falls and rapids. All is good.
My next probably wont communication won’t be till arrival in Inaja on Thursday evening. Lots of water and adventure between here and there. I look forward to every step along the way. From the Helm will pick up again as time and circumstance permits…
From the Helm – Monday, June 28, 2010
4:30 AM – The Group arrived on schedule yesterday afternoon. All are well. All is good.
We have several last minute things to take care of this morning. Phillip and Sidne are scheduled to arrive shortly after Noon. We will set sail towards the Wai-Wai Nation as soon as all are boarded.
It’s been a good 24 hours. I’ve been able to visit with everyone aboard. Good to see them all. The days ahead hold beautiful ventures yet to be revealed. My spirit is ready to receive whatever may come. I’m eager to live it all out as the days unfold.
Departure is set for 3 this afternoon. Just a few hours till we pull anchor and cruise. What a privilege it all is for me. I’m grateful, indeed…
From the Helm – Sunday, June 27, 2010
2:20 AM – It’s already been an interesting morning. I just returned from the airport… A few minutes after midnight, I got a call from Gary informing me the group was waiting at the airport! It took me a few minutes to shake the mist from my brain. I was in a daze.
In all my years, I don’t recall missing a group by twelve hours. Turns out, I didn’t miss the group this time either. These four came in on Delta at 12:30 AM. The remaining members are scheduled to arrive on TAM at 12:30 PM. It’s all “12:30”. But, the “P” and the “A” definitely made this whole deal interesting. In looking back at my emails, it seems the only schedule I received was for this afternoon’s pick-up on TAM. Not a problem. All is well.
Gary, Patti, Shanda and Elaine are resting comfortably at the Davinci. I’ll pick them up this afternoon on the way back from the airport with the remainder of the team.
- I’m a bit pumped to sleep again. At the moment, a good sit out on the bow with a hot cup of coffee seems in order. I believe I’ll do just that…
From the Helm – Saturday, June 26, 2010
7:50 PM – The moon just rose to the southeast with a breathtaking display of orange and red. It’s brought about a sense of peace that I’d managed to chase away for bits and pieces of my day. All is well. Just been working a bit too focused on the task for my liking; forgetting to allow for human error and the like. All is well. It always ends up that way regardless of my fleeting attempts to make it ugly...
- The Beatriz is about fully turned now. The team arrives tomorrow at noon. We will stay on here in Manaus until Monday afternoon while we finish up with a few things that had to wait for the next half-business day. The World Cup games have had a bit of an effect on regular business hours this weekend. It’s just the way it is when you live amongst the champions of the world…
- Phillip and Sidne arrive Monday as well. They’ve been down South with Cida for the past several weeks. I spoke with them earlier today. They are as excited to be going to the Wai-Wai’s as I am to be able to take them there!
- I’m excited about these next days. My spirit is calm yet overflowing with sweet anticipation. I know some beautiful sights and experiences are in store for me and the Team. There’s a fresh breath of hope and purpose in my heart. I’m ready for the venture ahead.
At certain times in our lives, things occur that seem to mark what future we may have left with a new hope and clarity. Several such things have taken place in my own life over these past months. I look forward to sharing them with all who will listen, just as soon as I feel led to do so. It’s all good. All brought about through God’s grace and provision in and for my life. It’s all fine, indeed.
- It’s about time to put this day to rest. Tomorrow will come soon enough along with the arrival of some dear friends among the arriving team. As a matter of fact, I have years of history with most of them. So, I look forward to sitting with them and sharing the days as they unfold for us, together.
From the Helm – Tuesday, June 22, 2010
4:30 AM – It’s been a long night. I’ve been up and down several times, finally giving up sleep for good about an hour ago. Several storms throughout the night have slowed us considerably. The lights of Itacoatiara are on the horizon.
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The Beatriz has performed impeccably all trip long. Around midnight, her main engine began to falter at high rpm’s. We’ve been cruising along at a mere thousand since then. At daylight, we will stop and investigate as best we can.
- These days have been good. Much has been experienced. A new outlook is beginning to come to view for me. Over the past several years, AMOR has had to struggle in making ends meet. Many times, our needs have been reduced by the mere absence of resources. I’ve learned to depend more completely on God’s provision. I’ve been able to accept what has come our way and learn from it all.
I feel led to travel deeper in to the Valley. The resources needed to do such are greater than what is available to us as we stand today. More and more of my time is spent handling unexpected “crisis” than in actual time on the river. God has the solution to this. I am beginning to seek Him specifically along these lines. He is beginning to show new paths. I look forward to the journey.
7:00 AM – Well, the verdict seems to be that our fuel pump is failing. We are about 2 hours below Itacoatiara. I’ve made the decision to limp along to Manaus as it is. All things remaining the same, we should still arrive by tomorrow afternoon. All is well. We will be underway once again, soon…
From the Helm – Friday, June 18, 2010
As the sun came up we were underway to Flexal arriving in time to set up and begin work at 10 this morning.
For some reason, Flexal hasn’t been a source of many fond memories. Nothing has ever happened to taint my opinion of the place; nothing particularly marking seems to have taken place. It’s just been a stop along the way to other places. Well, that has now changed…
- As in Castanhaduba, the work here is flailing. All efforts of the past to sustain a viable presence among the people of this community have failed to one degree or other. The people have become discouraged. After a day’s work and some good conversation with several, it’s become clear they’ve felt abandoned; detached. This, due to our absence for so many years.
Seven years ago, when AMOR felt led to move on to unexplored waters, we asked a sister organization to help with a continued presence here, in Mamuru as well as in Castanhaduba and Curua. Their response was decidedly positive and the commitment seemed genuine. Unfortunately, not a visit has been made since shortly after we departed the region. This has brought great sadness to me. I believe in my heart that if I’d known this would take place, I’d have never asked for the support in the first place and would certainly not have moved on prematurely. I have no resentment regarding it all. I more fully realize, though, that our manner of operating regardless of difficulty, distance and expense is not shared by many others who minister in the Valley. I’ll just continue to follow as I feel led and be grateful for whatever ministry others are endeavoring to accomplish on behalf of these precious people of mine. We don’t have to share the same vision or methodology. My God will make all things work together well in the end…
- The afternoon was busy. Flexal is large. The needs are a bit overwhelming. All will be met according to God’s direction, mercy and providence. Jed and I ended up doing seven eye deals between us. It was all good. I saw the priority to be eyes here so, dental was shut down for the day. VBS was strong and the construction crew ministered in the neighborhoods and surrounding homes and fitted glasses to those our supply still helped.
We did the eye surgeries in the home of Iana. This little lady of 31 was only 20 the last time I saw her. She had polio as a child and has never walked. He legs are drawn up tightly to the waist. When we arrived, we were met with the news she is pregnant of about 24 weeks. Immediately, my thoughts were negative. Upon visiting with her, she is happy about it all. She is looking forward to being a mother. I see where she deserves such a privilege of being a woman. All my negativity subsided and I’m happy for her. Very happy for her, indeed…
- The evening ended with a surprise birthday party for Amadeu! He was set up quite nicely. We simply ordered a cake from the kitchen, with all the balloons and trimmings, for a birthday aboard. He made his own cake and was surprised with it after the service this evening. He was taken aback by the attention. What a quiet, sweet man…
From the Helm – Friday, June 18, 2010
Around 3:30 this morning a windstorm blew in from the East. It came up so quickly, we’d dragged our anchor more than 100 yards by the time we slowly began our idle to safe harbor. The team was unaffected, snuggled in the A/C upstairs. It was about time for me to get up anyway. It was a good start to this new day.
I love the rain. It is soothing and tends to remove any urgency from my consciousness. Afterwards, all seems greener and fresher to sight and smell. It’s reminiscent of the calm God’s presence has on my mind and in my soul after the apparent storms of life. These storms never seem to be scary or unbearable. My sense of His presence and ways makes all things less than I would imagine them to be. It’s a beautiful thing, this dependence and trust on Him. It never fails to produce its promises and rewards as long as I allow myself the privilege…
- The day yielded a few twists. One of my dental patients decided to pass out. She was pregnant and was desperate to have a couple of troublesome teeth removed. I reluctantly agreed to do so. After the procedure, she promptly fainted! It was then it was brought to my attention that she was not only diabetic but had not taken her medication nor had she had anything to eat all day. All ended well though. I’d have probably done the same in her place. Desperation leads to understandable carelessness at time. It’s in our nature…
- Kendall has done more surgery this trip than normally appear for us to do. She’s removed more tumors than seasoning was needed for our bean pot!! It’s been good to witness her willingness to be of service in this way. Most of what she did was for the cosmetic self-esteem of the patients. This is of great value. I’m grateful for her sensitivity, indeed…
- The service this evening was good. Several testimonies from the locals were humbling for me as they expressed their gratitude for the help we had brought them. These people have no idea the pleasure and fulfillment it brings to us to be able to be among them; care for them; love them. What a sampling of God’s kindness it is to be able to be right here, right now…
From the Helm – Saturday, June 19, 2010
The Beatriz headed out early this morning for Curua. The night brought rest and the end of our time of active ministry among the villages of the trip. No more clinics, VBS, dental and construction. Today was a day of rest with Pastor Aluizio, his family and church.
About two this afternoon, Jed and I took Anderson and took off in a secondary vessel to post-op yesterdays eye patients. All the sunglasses had been given away. So, the crew got together and came up with 6 pair of their own to give. I was deeply moved by this…
By the time we’d post-opted everyone and made a feeble, unsuccessful attempt to journey on to Mamuru to check on the snakebite boy, it was getting dark. Mind you, I’d broken my own cardinal rule regarding always taking a flashlight and machete along regardless of time of day and proposed length of the outing aboard any secondary vessel. Having said that, it is understandable that we had to pull our way through patches of tapagems (floating grass blockages) and dark came so quickly we could no longer make it further than back to Flexal…
When we pulled up, my friend, Cabecao, was outside his house and had his two sons lead the way in their canoe in the strong winds whipping across the bay in the darkness. Needless to say, the crew of the Beatriz was eagerly awaiting us. They were cautious not to discipline me as I’d have disciplined them. However, the snide grins on their faces revealed they knew I’d have to be more tolerant of them when they, too, pushed the envelope on down the line…
- After a beautiful service with Aluizio’s church this evening, Kendall received word her mother-in-law had passed away. This has been an expected event the family has been dealing with over the past several days. The reality of which never hits until death actually arrives. My prayers are with her family. I know they are a close bunch. I’m grateful two of her sons are on the trip to help comfort and ease the pain.
From the Helm – Sunday, June 20, 2010
Aluizio, Conceicao and Rosanna came aboard for breakfast this morning before our departure for Obidos and home. The visit was sweet; sobering. They shared of the pain, confusion and abandonment they’d felt over the last years when AMOR left and no one came to help them, as promised. Once again, my heart and soul sank. I feel totally responsible for this terrible thing. I regret having trusted where I should have acted myself. According to God’s grace and leadership, I am resolved to not commit such an atrocity again. The way things appeared to this precious family was that a man they had trusted (me) had lied to them; turned his back on them. Lord, thank You for allowing me to learn from this. Thank You for the forgiveness in this family’s heart. Thank You for another opportunity to do what is in front of me in the right way…
4:00 PM – Arrived in Obidos an hour ago after battling a feld tree and a couple of grass blockages along the way. We made a brief stop in Mamuru to find that the snake bit boy is here in Obidos, doing well.
When we arrived, I was able to access my email (this has been sporadic these past days). What I Found was a beautiful Father’s Day mail from my Boys. I cried a bit over its content. I’m a blessed man to have these guys as my own…
- In a couple of hours, a bus will pick us up and takes us to Emmanuel Baptist for a service in our honor. We are all a bit tired. I look forward to the 2-day cruise homeward. The days of this venture are coming to a close. Time for some rest, fellowship and reflection. I look forward to it all, indeed…
From the Helm – Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Castanhaduba has grown. From the one-street village I remember of 20 years ago, it now has several streets; 24 hour electricity and piped water to every house in the community.
We arrive later than we had planned. Got set up and finished out the afternoon with a mixture of ministry and watching the Brasil vs. N. Korea game on TV. All ended well.
- We all stayed in last night. Rest seemed the best option for the evening…
Castanhaduba has changed to the point that the little church established here in 1989 has lost it’s effectiveness in the community. Although it is still open, I felt maybe it should simply join with the other evangelicals of the area. So many times, I’ve seen where holding on to a traditional presence has done little to help those in need – often, it’s been more detrimental than helpful. Denominationalism in areas this far removed tends to confuse and deeply divide those who need but here the gospel message - pure and free of pressure to associate or align in a particular direction. My convictions along these lines have caused a riff or two, here and there. However, it is the way God has moved me to understand the whole matter. Nothing to get in a mess about. It’s just the way I see it all.
9:30 PM- The day finally came to a close a bit ago. Several of us missed a good portion of the evening worship service in order to treat those still waiting for medical and dental.
VBS has been very busy – many children. Construction completed a large kitchen for a widow down the street. It’s been a full day indeed. Our plan is to set sail for Flexal early tomorrow morning. Flexal has a large population – one larger than I’m normally comfortable with. I am certain God will make use of us according to His design. Our team is willing. I am simply open to the unfolding that occurs. We’re all tired tonight. I look forward to the rest that will soon come…
PS – Martin did double-gainer of the top deck of the Beatriz yesterday in Mamuru. What a sight to see!
From the Helm – Tuesday, June 15, 2010
5:00 AM – We arrived in Mamuru at 10 yesterday morning after a couple hours in Obidos taking on Dorenilson, his family and a few last minute supplies. The first person that came in to view as we docked was my old friend Baldo. So good to see him.
The lake level is high but nothing like last years record levels. Fish are scarce, forcing the locals to scrape by on fresh game and beef – it’s a tough life, indeed…
- All was set up and our teams were on location around 2 PM. Dorenilson has asked that we split the time of these days between Mamuru, Castanhaduba, Flexal and Curua. This kind of progression is what excites me. We are able to reach more people where they live instead of forcing them to come to us. Being of service to people in their own homes is somehow important to me on many levels. God is gracious to allow us to do so more often than not.
Our first day ended with a fresh surucucu (bushmaster) snake bite that came in at 8 PM. We were called to the 11 year old boy’s house and promptly set about the task of bleeding him. The first 45 minutes is crucial. If the victim of such a strike isn’t gone within 45 minutes to an hour after the bite, it is no longer life threatening. We never know the severity until those precious minutes have passed the victim into safety or paralysis. We transported the young boy back to our location where we ran two IV bags through him within an hour’s time. By 9:30, he was transported home and all was calm. What an incredible sense of relief. Thank You, Lord, for allowing us to be here this day to be part of your mercy and provision in this way…
- The sun is beginning its rise now. The morning is dawning to another day of dependence on His wisdom and direction. The unfolding of the coming hours will undoubtedly yield the beauty of God’s grace, comfort and providence. I look forward to each moment. I’m grateful to be here at all…
Noon – Underway to Castanhaduba. The remainder of our time in Mamuru was like what the remainder of our time anywhere is usually like: People desperately wanting to be seen and we desperately attempting to see every one of them. We leave with the comfort of knowing we’ve done the best we could with the limited time and resources available to us…
The snake-bitten child rested comfortably. Kendall was in surgery mode. VBS was loud and cheerful, as usual. Now, on to fresh waters and new peoples. It’s been 19 years since my last visit to Castanhaduba. I look forward to seeing what’s become of it…
From the Helm – Sunday, June 13, 2010
11:00 PM – The team arrived at midnight last night. The transfer to the Beatriz went smoothly. We were underway at two. The stars were so bright and defined, the pilot house scarcely used the spots to show the way. All were tired. Few stayed up to watch the night. I had some time to myself at the helm. Beautiful…
The night cooled just before dawn and the fog became so rich in the Eva, we stopped at Wellington’s to wait it out. Over coffee, fresh buffalo cheese and the mist all around, we caught up on the months of not seeing each other. It’s good to have friends like that. Time and distance doesn’t seem to influence a thing. It’s all good.
- The day has been mellow. Sleep, food and conversation throughout the vessel. It’s been good seeing everyone. It will be good to spend time with each aboard as opportunity arises.
I look forward to the days ahead. Although feelings aren’t always reliable, I have the notion God will guide us to some gentle and meaningful experiences over the coming days and nights. There’s a subtle excitement in my spirit. There’s a confident sense in my awareness. I know that growth is imminent. Peaceful anticipation fills me.
Our first stop will be Parintins to take on final supplies and pick up Luiza. Then, on to Obidos and beyond. ETA for Mamuru is set for around Noon tomorrow. I’m ready for the unfolding of the next days. Ready, indeed…
Thank You, Lord, for this day of safe travel. Thank You for the new season that’s begun. I look forward to spending the hours with You, through it all…
From the Helm – Friday, June 11, 2010
We departed for Manaus yesterday evening. We’re now approaching Itacoatiara – about mid-way of the cruise. It’s been relaxing. All preparations have been made. The Beatriz is performing like the new girl she is. The staff and crew are settling in for the days ahead. I’m simply grateful to be along for the ride. Our Team arrives tomorrow night to join us for whatever God has in store to unfold in Mamuru and Castanhaduba.
- The last weeks and months at home have produced events which indicate God has a few significant changes in store for me, the Walkers and AMOR – changes that have brought about further peace to my life rather than the customary fear and rampant speculation of times past. As these coming days unfold here in the Valley, He will provide the clarity needed – of this, I am certain.
On the horizon (however hazy it appears at this time), I see my God leading powerfully in new directions. He is gently providing a deeper love and desire in my heart to follow as He leads. He has challenged my surrender and dependence on His care, love and provision. I feel a bit overwhelmed by all He as so far revealed – overwhelmed in a beautiful, acceptant way. He has never asked that I do anything other than to quietly seek Him. In return, He’s provided absolute assurance that all is well; all is according to His wisdom; all is just as it should be. I’m grateful for His consideration of me in this way. Grateful, indeed…
I look forward to the days God has set before me - whatever flavor, variety and number they may reveal. I look forward to the opportunities He will provide each day He chooses to wake me. I look forward to encountering the new peoples and places He’s predestined for me to know. I look forward to walking with Him as He makes clear the next steps along the path He’s chosen for this time together.
- Lord, I recognize the privilege I have in being where I am, doing what You’ve allowed for me to do. I’m humbled by Your choosing to bless me in this way. I’m grateful for the special glimpse of Your magnificence in the star-lit skies of the Valley last night. I love you, my God. I love you with every fiber of my mind, body and soul. Thank you for Your kindness towards me. Thank You for it all, indeed…
From the Helm - Thursday, June 10, 2010
Arrived in Parintins late Tuesday. Internet and cell phone service has been down until this morning. It’s made provisioning and crew staffing a bit of a strain. But, all is well.
Our crew began arriving at 3 this morning. By sunrise, we were fully staffed and all were tending to their duties. It’s good to be home once again…
- The AMOR/ Beatriz is breathtakingly beautiful. She is new and freshly painted though and through. Luiza did a remodel job on my cabin that has made it a different experience for me. Cabinets were torn out and replaced with more compact and practical structures. My bed was replaced with one that actually allows me to stretch out without my feet being inside the bathroom! Small differences that have huge effects on good rest. I’m grateful…
- It’s 10:30 AM and we are about to pull away to fuel. Our team is set to arrive at midnight, Saturday. We will set sail to meet them in Manaus as soon as fueling is complete. The venture begins…
Saturday, June 05, 2010
Well, it’s been another long silence from me. I apologize. The past several weeks have been filled with family and Valley matters that have consumed more of my time than I’d have ever imagined. All are well. All is well.
I depart for the Valley tomorrow morning. I should spend Monday and Tuesday in Manaus wrapping up some administrative details, then on to Parintins Tuesday evening.
I can hardly contain myself with the desire to see our Beatriz. She is brand new – completely re-fitted from hull to upper roof. Luiza has been withholding photos from me to keep my curiosity up. She’s simply said that the Beatriz and Lori are beautiful…
- Our trips seem to be set for the summer season. I look forward to being part of the unfolding of the days. I’m grateful for the opportunity God has granted me to be part of it all – Grateful, indeed…
From the Helm will continue from the Valley in a couple of days. I thank you for your continued prayers and support over the next days as we venture together on new rivers leading to new peoples…
From the Helm – Sunday, May 09, 2010
Happy Mother’s day to all. This is a special day for our Ladies, indeed…
I begin by apologizing for my lack of writing and updates on the various situations and circumstances that have been underway these past weeks. I will try to be brief. These have been different days.
My father had chest pains last Friday morning. He was promptly admitted to the hospital. I moved over to be with Mom at their house and some time in the night on Saturday, she fell. The result was a cut to the back of the head and more damage to her already damaged knee. By Sunday, she was no longer had mobility and I hospitalized as well.
Dad had a heart cath on Monday. He suffers from congestive heart failure and the decision was made to leave things as they were while attempting to keep him comfortable through increased medication. The risks for corrective attempts far outweigh the risks of inaction. The remainder of the week has been spent with both he and Mom readying to go home.
God has been gracious, as always. He’s allowed my parents to be in the same place so I’d have easier access to them and them to each other. They were released and I was able to get them home yesterday afternoon. All is returning to some form of normalcy. God has provided just what was needed, each step in each day as they’ve unfolded. I am grateful for His presence, comfort and strength. He’s been so very considerate of me. I am truly grateful, indeed.
- The AMOR/Beatriz remains in dry dock. Further plank and rib replacements have been required. Estimates continue to increase. The work continues. Almost there.
- I have much to write about. Much to contemplate. Much to share. Hopefully, this next week will find me with some time to do so with you. I thank you for your continued prayers and financial sacrifice on behalf of the work in the Valley. I look forward to sharing from my heart with you again, soon.
From the Helm – Wednesday, April 14, 2010
This past week has been a beautiful experience in God’s provision. The AMOR/Beatriz was pulled yesterday afternoon for the needed repairs. We are within US$ 4,300.00 0f having all costs covered. I thank you all for your generosity and faithfulness. I know that by the time we must pay her final bills in a couple of weeks, the needed funds will be in place.
More Exciting News:
The May Trip to the Wai-Wai’s has been rescheduled for June 27 – July 07. Those of you who already have tickets, please re-schedule for those dates. Those who have a desire to join this incredible venture, please contact Nance Blomquist immediately! Her contact info is as follows:
Brent and Nancy Blomquist
870-321-7674
roses2u@centrytel.net
It is VERY important that all interested contact them right away due to the travel arrangements that must be made, ok?
I have been, and will continue to be, on the road this week here in Arkansas and Missouri. If you need to contact me, please email or call. I will get back with you as soon as I am able!
I trust all are enjoying this Easter Sunday among friends and family. The Walker Family just finished a good meal here at my house - It's been very good day, indeed.
Since I sent the below letter on March 31st regarding the AMOR/Beatriz, US$ 3,840.00 has been received. Thank you so much to those who've responded so quickly. As you can see, the need is still great and the window of time for us to be able to pull, repair and re-launch her by May 1st, is growing narrow. If God has laid on your heart the desire to give, please do so as soon as you are able. I'll let everyone know when all the needed funds have been provided. Thank you again for your kindness, prayers and encouragement.
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Hey Friends. I’m finally home again. It’s good to be back.
The nature of this mail is to make you aware of an urgent financial need AMOR is facing today.
During the course of this last trip we took with Hardin Baptist to Barreirinha, the AMOR/Beatriz developed severe leaks in her stern. There never was any imminent danger to our passengers due to the diligence and professionalism of our crew. However, we are now faced with the necessity of pulling her and taking care of all hull issues prior to our Summer Season.
The repairs of the Beatriz will include more than a dozen sets of ribs braces and all primary and secondary hull planks related to them; complete re-calk, plaster sealing and painting of the hull; Stabilizer re-engineering/seating and generator buffering for vibration reduction.
AMOR has had a number of unexpected expenses over the past month and a half. To take care of these obligations and the Beatriz re-fitting, we need your help.
I am sending this communication in hopes that God will move in the hearts of those able to help. Our immediate need is that of US$ 18,421.05.
If you are able to help with this and God leads you to do so, you may utilize our Pay-Pal Donation button on our website www.amor-brazil.org, or send a contribution to:
AMOR
P.O. Box 707
Mountain Home, Arkansas 72654
I thank you in advance for your help at this time. Please, let me know how I may continue to be of service to you.
Hey Friends. I’m finally home again. It’s good to be back.
The nature of this mail is to make you aware of an urgent financial need AMOR is facing today.
During the course of this last trip we took with Hardin Baptist to Barreirinha, the AMOR/Beatriz developed severe leaks in her stern. There never was any imminent danger to our passengers due to the diligence and professionalism of our crew. However, we are now faced with the necessity of pulling her and taking care of all hull issues prior to our Summer Season.
The repairs of the Beatriz will include more than a dozen sets of ribs braces and all primary and secondary hull planks related to them; complete re-calk, plaster sealing and painting of the hull; Stabilizer re-engineering/seating and generator buffering for vibration reduction.
AMOR has had a number of unexpected expenses over the past month and a half. To take care of these obligations and the Beatriz re-fitting, we need your help.
I am sending this communication in hopes that God will move in the hearts of those able to help. Our immediate need is that of US$ 18,421.05.
If you are able to help with this and God leads you to do so, you may utilize our Pay-Pal Donation button on our website www.amor-brazil.org, or send a contribution to:
AMOR
P.O. Box 707
Mountain Home, Arkansas 72654
I thank you in advance for your help at this time. Please, let me know how I may continue to be of service to you.
From the Helm – Friday, March 26, 2010
10:00 AM – All are on location at this time. The baptismal service was beautiful. Three young ladies entered the waters beside the Beatriz and were baptized by Chris.
The plan for the day is to work through lunch, wrapping things up by 2 this afternoon. Our time of sail toward home is set for 3 PM.
It’s all bitter-sweet for our team and those they’ve come to love here during these days. Hardin has been used of God to encourage this church body. Our hope and prayer is that she will remain united in seeking God’s direction. I look forward to hearing the news as the days unfold.
All are well. All are tired. It’s about time to head home…
From the Helm – Thursday, March 25, 2010
8:30 AM – All teams are either on location or headed in that direction. The lines have been set for medical and dental since 6 this morning. Many needs awaiting what help we are able to offer. This continuous scenario becomes difficult at times…
5:00 PM – All teams are headed back to the Beatriz right now. It’s been a good, long day. The front of the church is painted and the new doors are just about hung. What a difference it has made.
- Over lunch, Chris and I compared notes on our departure for Manaus on Saturday. We found that the flight is at 7 in the morning! So, we will wrap things up tomorrow by 3 PM and set sail for Parintins.
- A baptismal service is scheduled for 9 in the morning. Not sure how many will show up. We will gladly baptize all who come. We will meet with the candidates this evening.
- This has been a glorious experience for us all. The church here in Barreirinha has been energized by the presence of our Team. For various reasons, she has been suffering for a number of years. I trust the leadership will understand that any growth, from this point forward, will depend upon God’s blessing and their unity of efforts. This church has divided itself many times over the years due to the pride and ego of its leaders. I trust they will see the light this time around. They are set to reach their community if they will simply surrender their own designs and follow as God leads.
Our “going-away-service will start in a couple hours. I look forward to the evening ahead.
From the Helm – Wednesday, March 24, 2010
4:00 PM - Good service last night. We were all back aboard the Beatriz by 9 PM. I had the crew lower the tarps and turn on the A/C while we were out. The team enjoyed a “cool” evening of sleep. It rained much of the night anyway; it was a good decision on the tarps and A/C…
- It’s been a full day. Medical and dental has been the usual “steady”. VBS has had a large group this afternoon and have divided the children in to “older” and “younger” sets. The older were taken to a quieter, more intimate environment to encourage them to open up. The younger ones are just being the younger ones…
The construction team finished prepping the front wall and is now painting. The new doors should be ready to hang by morning. At some point over the next couple days, a new roof will also be installed over at the jail. This is a good project that will greatly benefit the community. Most every family has somebody locked-up from time to time…
- I had the opportunity to visit a good bit with Pastor Raimundinho this morning at the church. I won’t go in to it all. Enough said being I’ve found him to be a man after my own heart. I’ve know him for more than 20 years. God has allowed us each to engage in enough individual folly to finally bring us to some very important, common ground. I look forward to more time with him in the future.
- In a few minutes, the Evangelism team will be holding a service over in the new slum area of town. I trust God allows His message of hope to be heard by all that attend. I can see in the eyes of many the hopelessness with which they live. There is a Solution. I pray their hearts not be hardened as the Message is present…
The plan for the remainder of the day is dinner, then the evening service. The team is all well. They are going to bed tired and waking up refreshed for each new day. These are a fine group of men and women. I’m grateful Hardin Baptist has made possible this tremendous venture…
From the Helm – Tuesday, March 23, 2010
4:00 AM – All were back aboard at 9:30 last night. It was a long, good day in all respects. At the Police Chief’s request, one of the evangelism teams shared at the jail before coming to the service at the church. I can’t think of a better place to take the message of Hope than to those who seemingly have none. I’m grateful we were invited.
- The church of Barreirinha has been so kind and generous to us of what little they have. They’ve arranged for our transportation to and from all activities; expedited the electricity aboard the Beatriz and have provided many volunteers to help with the lines at clinic and dental. I’ve been impressed by this show of solidarity. It is an attitude that has not always been present in this place. God is moving in the hearts of these people as only He is able to do…
- Our construction team has just about finished the repairs on the front of the church building. They’ve replaced some 3 dozen boards and will begin to putty and paint sometime today. VBS grew constantly throughout the day as the morning and afternoon local school schedules permitted. Dental extracted some 50 teeth while medical treated 34 patients. It was a good “first day” on location, setting the pace for the remainder of our time here.
4:00 PM – Work ashore is beginning to shut down for the day. Medical and dental have been busy. The construction team has about got the front of the church building ready for paint. VBS has had an average of 75 children in each of its two sessions. Evangelism has worked in the jail again and a slum area. A number of people have come to know the Lord as their Savior. Several of these wish to be baptized on Friday. What a day this has been…
I look forward to the services this evening. A perfect cap to a perfect day. All are well. All are tired. Sleep should be sweet tonight…
From the Helm – Sunday, March 21, 2010
10:00 AM – The team arrived on schedule at 5 this morning. It was good seeing so many familiar faces – some, I haven’t travelled with since as far back as 1999. They seem to have aged a bit more gracefully than I…
After considering the options available to us for this day in Manaus, it was decided we get a half-dozen rooms at the Davinci Hotel so everyone could get a shower and relax a bit before our afternoon departure for Parintins. Our members have been up for better than 24 hours and could use the TLC. The plan is to return to the airport at 3 this afternoon in preparation for the 5 o’clock flight.
- Just spoke with Pedro aboard the Beatriz. Our staff is all in place as are the medications and other supplies shipped in from Manaus. The Beatriz is detached from city utilities and under her own power. We are set for “immediate” sail upon arrival this evening. I look forward to it all, indeed…
From the Helm – Saturday, March 20, 2010
5:00 PM – Yesterday, the AMOR/Beatriz’s main engine and generators were tested and signed-off on by the mechanics. This morning, Filipino and his kitchen staff arrived along with several of our interpreters. The medications were shipped this afternoon in the care of the remaining interpreters. I arrived here in Manaus on the morning flight from Parintins. It’s been an active day, to say the least…
- I just spoke with Rick Steiner a few minutes ago. He is boarding a flight for Atlanta right now. The remainder of the team departs Nashville in an hour or so. It seems everything is running smoothly at this point in time. I hope everyone gets some good sleep on the flight over. Tomorrow will be a long day at the airport here in Manaus…
- As last I heard, all is prepared and awaiting us in Barreirinha. It will be a short trip aboard the Beatriz. Supposedly, we have all set to hook her up to city lights upon our arrival. We’ll see when we get there. The town is also supposed to be up and running with cell and internet service. This will be a great help to me. Our costly satellite system will not necessary – Thank You. Lord…
After a good, hot shower, and some sushi from down the street, I’ll begin to turn in. Here, I can eat all the sushi I can handle for the price of a good plate of spaghetti back home. I love it…
- It was good to hear from home today. All is well with Mom, Dad and the Boys. All is well here…
From the Helm – Friday, March 19, 2010
8:00 AM – In bed by nine last night. Slept straight through till sunrise this morning.
Yesterday’s mental masturbation took its toll on me. I look forward to a day of rest from such things. It’s amazing how far I can go without so much as leaving my chair. The futility of it is laughable. The result of it, mere exhaustion. Not a deal at all…
Surrender has brought me back to the place I so miss when I choose to indulge my mind – the place God has given me thirst for and comfort in. I love this God of my creation and salvation. He is never shifting or changing. He is the Hand that lifted from the mire of my own understanding in to the sweet simplicity of His wisdom and care. How grateful I am for His kindness toward me.
I am amazed each time I contemplate the miracle of each breath I take. I am awed by His immeasurable patience and tolerance of my infancy. I am humbled He cares for me beyond anything I will ever comprehend.
He has asked that I simply give my all to Him in exchange for glimpses that shed light on why it’s all I should want to do. In the end of this beginning, the glimpses will be replaced with the full, uninhibited view of His majesty, mercy and grace. What a deal it all is. What a deal, indeed…
- The crew continues to arrive in preparation for Sunday’s departure. I leave for Manaus in the morning to take care of some business and meet the team as they arrive early Sunday.
I look forward to what this day will bring. I look forward to each step along the way as the hours unfold. Thank You, Lord, for the cradle of Your arms. It’s the only place I care to be…
From the Helm – Thursday, March 18, 2010
6:00 PM – My mind has been reeling all day. I’ve let it stray into both simple resignation and absurd indignation. I have exhausted myself, thoroughly…
Over the past couple days, several significant events have taken place that have caused me to stumble into concern. First, while I was away in Inaja, considerable funds were spent on Beatriz repairs that would eventually be needed, but I did not authorize due to lack of funds designated to that end. We could have postponed such things until May.
Secondly, I’m ever aware that our financial situation back home is, as usual, meager at best.
Thirdly, today Hoseas entered his labor suit against us in Manaus. Not surprisingly, the sworn witnesses to his lies were Carlinho and Nonato. I would have never dream it would be this way…
Fourthly, we’ve had a trip cancelation that will cost us much needed cash-flow on the front end of our up-coming trip season.
At this juncture, I am worn out with this seemingly constant struggle for resources. I have not the energy to continue much longer in this manner, in the strength of my flesh. I now see what my father struggled with for so many years at the Helm. I have laid it before the Lord – He will make clear what is to be done. In the meantime, I am overwhelmingly tired…
- It’s strange the way things appeared to be to me today. I have perfect confidence God is in control of all things. I trust implicitly in His provision. I know all will be well in the long-run. I recognize my limitations. At the same time, I’ve suffered with the subtle anxieties concerning those things over which I have little or no control. With all the reassurance and peace that abide in my being, my mind and body still ache with fatigue. Lord, please allow me rest…
This work is Yours to do with as You see fit. My participations has been, and continues to be, an act of Your gracious consideration of me. I am forever grateful…
Tonight, Lord, I’m at a loss. I have thought and done all I’ve known to think and do. I must now rest in the multitude of memories regarding Your mercy, grace and provision in the past. This I will do.
- Tomorrow is yet another day if You choose to include me in it. I look forward to a new dawn. Today’s dawn, I managed to cloud with self-centeredness and unbridled contemplation. I know better. For this, I am truly sorry. Sorry, indeed…
From the Helm – Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Noon – We’ve been underway since the sun appeared this morning. Porto Trombetas is just down the way.
- The trip down from Inaja yesterday was eventless. We took our time, stopping along the way in Muruci and Tawana. At Muruci, we met Cacique Amaita. He is a young man with a young clan. He and the pastor there asked that we help them build their church building some day. We visited a long while and I was able to meet his father who was hammock-bound by the pains of arthritis. I promised him our team would stop and give him some medicine to help soothe the aching in his joints. I’ll remind William to do so…
We crossed the river so Amaita could show us a beautiful waterfall just inside the jungle. The waters falling from the cliffs were ice-cold. How beautiful and refreshing the whole thing was. The rocks of the cliff and its surroundings were of pure flint. We collected several larger, flat stones for sharpening the knives on our vessels. Filipino should be pleased!
When we dropped the young Cacique off before we continued thought the falls and rapids, he gave me his bow and an arrow. I was humbled. I’d like to send him a nice flashlight in May, with William as well.
As our descent continued, we stopped several times to bath and relax in the sandy coves. Luiza had prepared a big pot of eggs and rice for the journey – it was delicious. On the way up, we had spotted a cutia (member of the capivara family) crossing the river and had chased it down. Our bowman had speared it so we would have a good dinner. As we passed the same spot coming down, Marciano playfully started maneuvering the canoe around as if we were chasing yet another one. He’s such a cool guy. I love him dearly.
After a final stop and visit in Tawana, we negotiated the final falls and arrived at the AMOR/Lori as the sun was setting. The whole day couldn’t have been more perfect. We all took long showers and sat down to meal of beef and rice Denilson prepared for us. What a deal…
Sleep was a bit sporadic due to the A/C and the fact my ears are totally stopped up from so much swing in Inaja. I guess I should just enjoy the silence. Actually, the last couple of days have been great that way…
- As we’ve been cruising this morning, I’ve had even more time with Foroxa and Marciano. We’ve discussed just about everything from the history of the Wai-Wai’s to their hopes and dreams about taking their many produce to the markets in town. If there is any way I’m able to help them, I will do so. If not, the friendship and love of Christ we share is more than enough.
This people are innocent in so many ways. Their code of ethics and behavior is simple and basic. They have been taken advantage of by the “white man” (any one not of their blood and heritage) each and every time they’ve attempted to deal with them. They are frustrated and saddened by all of this. It’s a shame this has taken place. If I were them, I think I’d just leave the “whites” alone. Over time, we white men seem to have destroyed just about everything we’ve touched. The saddest among these being our integrity. We’ve collectively blocked God’s grace and guidance by the imposition of our will through greed and self-seeking. What a sad deal indeed…
To have been able to spend these days among this people, I somehow understand better the way things should be. The lives of these people are geared to increase their conscious contact with God through Christ. They go about their daily lives contemplating how He would have them to live it – this is the necessary attitude to achieve a sustained peace and joy through the days as they unfold. This is the dimension I’ve grown accustomed to. It’s the only way there is. It’s the simple secret to the living of life – complete surrender of all that I am to the One who truly knows all…
- I’ve enjoyed sharing this time and these people with Jim these days. He has been a friend for more than 15 years. We’ve travelled some incredible waters together over the days. I’m glad he was able to take this time and travel these with me as well. It’s all been truly good…
- We plan to travel all day and night, stopping in Oriximina just long enough to fuel and purchase some spare hoses for our main engine. Our ETA for Parintins is set for some time tomorrow morning. I look forward to the hours ahead.
From the Helm – Wednesday, March 17, 2010
7:00 AM – Rough night of sailing. It storm from just around midnight to now. The AMOR/Lori and crew performed beautifully – just uncomfortable leaning against the frig and freezer for a few hours. We are now comfortable aboard the Beatriz. It’s good to be home…
Saturday, March 13, 2010 – continued
4:00 PM – I’ve soaked in the river most of the afternoon. Jim brought a snorkel and mask and has been floating about all day. He even crossed to the middle of the river where there is a beautiful beach and trees. I preferred to just appreciate it from afar. When I spoke do Dad a bit ago, he reminded me to keep Jim away from the canoes! He loves to take off on his own when we’re on location during team trips. I don’t think it would be as tranquil a cruise around these parts
- While Ricky was here last week, he was taking all his pictures with his iPhone. So, not having a camera of my own around, I’ve decided to take all mine with my iPhone. At least I’ll have a photo or two this way. His turned out pretty good!
Well, I’m tired and ready to do and think about nothing for awhile. The view from my front yard is absolutely breathtaking – the only place like it on earth…
From the Helm – Sunday, March 14, 2010
10:30 AM – It has been a fantastic 24 hours. I’ve had the opportunity to just sit and visit, bathe in the river and sleep soundly.
The stars last night were incredible. The Milky Way seemed close enough to touch. In the absence of the moonlight, it shown brighter than I remember ever having seen before. My desire was to wake early this morning to continue taking it all in. In reality, I slept beneath its glory, waking at 5 o’clock. Not a problem…
- Yesterday, I spent a good deal of time with Marciano on the benches in front of the house. We discussed just about everything there is to discuss. Through the conversation, I came to understand that honesty and self-honesty is the code by which these people live. They understand the weakness in humanity. However, the “truth” is essential to survival. When they fail each other, an amends either comes quickly or that particular relationship loses meaning and substance. Honor is important to these people - a quality all but lost among those back home in the USA. And this, not only among those who live in the world but also among those of the church. We’ve lost our innocence and it has hurt us profoundly…
I’d learned so very much in the days leading up to my arrival in Inaja. Since my arrival here, I’ve learned still more about how God has meant for things to be for me in my life. This has been a profitable venture as God has led the way. My heart is full and my mind is reeling with it all. I look forward to His clarification in my life regarding all He has allowed me to take in these days. I’ll need to find a quiet place, soon…
- Jim brought the message this morning. The people listened intently as the message made its way to them via three languages. In the end, they all clapped and asked that more be shared at a later time. It will be our privilege to do so.
- What’s left of the day will be spent attempting to prime their water well. We hope our attempts will be successful. We depart tomorrow in the early morning toward the AMOR/Lori. Our time here is all but finished. The ladies are collecting fish, fruits and tapioca for our afternoon meal and the journey homeward tomorrow – how gracious and generous they are with all that they have. How grateful I am for these hours God’s granted me among the Wai-Wai’s. How grateful indeed…
From the Helm – Thursday, March 11, 2010
Noon – As with most “maiden voyages”, there are some “kinks” to be travelled out. We’ve had a hose and exhaust pipe blow. After an hour or so drifting is some rather rough waters, the Lori is again underway.
Lady Amazon is feeling a bit testy today – rolling and tossing. With our Beatriz, we’d scarcely notice. The Lori is just the smaller lady of the two. She performs perfectly for what she’s meant to be.
When Juruti comes in sight, in a few hours, we’ll send for some “hose reinforcements”. As it stands now, our ETA for Oriximina is set for around nine tonight. The actual arrival will occur upon arrival…
From the Helm – Friday, March 12, 2010
6:00 AM – we’ve travelled all night with intermittent stops along the way to pick up our Wai-Wai friends in Oriximina, purchase a prop for Marciano’s motor and, lastly at 3 this morning, to pick up our permit for entry to the Nation with FUNAI.
It’s been a long night of travel. Sleeps was interrupted frequently by stops and “slow-downs” due to rain and fog. We are still 4 hours from the first falls where we are to switch to canoes. It is yet undecided if we will risk the trip to Inaja with limited daylight. Just have to wait and see how it all unfolds…
- I’ve been sitting on the bow with Marciano since about 4 this morning. The conversation has been light, delicious. These are a simple people. Their lives revolve around the cycles of nature. Their respect for their surrounding is remarkable. He was telling me that they are selective in what they take from the jungles. Mother and pregnant prey are spared at all costs as are the young of all species. They will prefer to go a day without food than to take the young or mother of the young.
A Royal Tucano flew across in front of us just after dawn. He told me this is a sign of blessing to those it appeared to. No sooner had the Tucano passed, a pair of radiant, red macaws flew in front of us as well. We both just said, “Wow…”
Several weeks ago, before leaving the USA, I had an odd feeling that I should make this trip. I was unsure of the nature of the attraction. I just knew that, if at all possible, I should make the effort. I asked the Lord to block the way if was not in accordance with His pace for me. He answered by simply allowing events and opportunities not to hinder my progression to this point.
Today, it has become clear why God has allowed me this privilege. A couple of days ago, I received word of the cancelation of one of our groups. This group was to follow immediately after the May trip to Inaja. I am now unable to “personally” take the May trip due to a myriad of circumstances, including finances. William will have that honor. Marciano and Foroxa will care for him and the team just as they care for me.
The waters I am travelling at this very hour are part of a venture God’s allowed me in May’s stead. How grateful I am for the moment – this moment in time. I know, without a doubt, I’ve but followed as I should…
9:30 AM – Well, we ran fully aground a few minutes ago. After several minutes of maneuvering with the secondary vessel, we’re underway once again. The Trombetas River is still dangerously low and our Wai-Wai friends are used to navigating canoes, not the Lori. It’s all good…
ETA for the 1st falls is still set for some time around noon. We’ll know when we get there…
11:00 AM – The clay banks of the river have been replaced by granite and ore. The forest’s canopy is now high and purely virgin. The channel we travel, a maze of protruding rock. We are arriving at the beginning. Let the canoe ride begin….
From the Helm – Saturday, March 13, 2010
12:30 PM – We arrived in Inaja at 10 this morning. Several delays along the way required that we spend the night in Kuanamari, the 3rd village of the Nation, then continue on this morning.
Kuanamari is just as hospitable a clan as Inaja. Their spirit is sweet. However, we were so worn out by the time we got there, we didn’t have the strength to meet with too many of them. We did meet with Cacique Aldo though. His request is the same today as it was when I first visited him in 2007: He would like some one to come and teach his people and maybe help them build a new building for the church. Once again, I assured him I would come when God provided the resources to do so. He will do so in His own time.
It’s good to be back home in Inaja. The children came to meet us at the “rock” and carried all our luggage and provisions for us. The house is just as I left it, only cleaner. I look forward to the couple of days I’ve been granted to be among these people in this incredible place.
Right now, I’m tired and in need of an afternoon of soaking in the river and rest. Thank You, Lord, for safe passage to this place. Thank You for the beauty You created along the way. Thank You for it all…
From the Helm – Thursday, March 11, 2010
The closing service of the RBBI was touching. By 10:30 last night, most all the pastors had headed home aboard the various vessels that had brought them. All left with the anticipations of what was to come the next time we gather in August. These days have been life-changing for us all…
Jimbo arrived on schedule last night. After a late burger by the river. We all crashed for the night. I was exhausted. I didn’t budge till 6 this morning…
I’m certain I’ve much to write about. Just no words at this time. We depart for The Wai-Wai Nation in just a few hours. My desire is to be able to continue From the Helm from Inaja, via satellite, on Friday evening. We’ll just have to see how it works out.
For now, we’re just going to cruise and take in all God has set before us. What a privilege it is. A tremendous privilege, indeed…
From the Helm – Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Noon – Just arrived back to the Beatriz after our morning session. It was a great time of study on the relationship between the man and woman as it should be related to Christ’s relationship to His church. Lots of raised eyebrows from this group of “Latino” men. In the end, however, agreement was unanimous as to how the needs of each couple should be addressed. It was good for me to go over these truths again in my own life. It’s a wonder any woman would have stayed with me any length of time at all…
The crew from the Beatriz had a spread laid out for us when we arrived aboard. They were grilling fresh Tambaqui. I’m not a bit hungry at the moment. Maybe Ricky will get in on some of the deal. Jimbo arrives on the 6 o’clock flight tonight. I look forward to seeing him. Our plans are to set sail in the morning for the Wai-Wai Nation. My, my, my. What a deal it should be…
Ricky has been a profound blessing to my life and the lives of these precious men these days. We have all benefited greatly by his anointing and candidness. We all trust this is only the beginning of a relationship that will flourish in realms and ways unimagined. I thank God for Ricky, Celisa and their church for the selfless nature of their sacrifice on behalf on these here in the Valley. God will recompense such things as none of we who received are able to. Thank You, Lord, for it all…
From the Helm – Wednesday, March 10, 2010
I’ve had the honor of knowing the man for 50 years. Throughout them all, I’ve seen no variation; no shifting; no contradiction; no compromise in the things of character.
His presence always awed and humbled me. His way with people was a source of childish envy. His presence in any given situation brought about a peace and security difficult to describe. His lack of favoritism among the peoples he encountered, a quality baffling to me until recent years.
I’ve watched as he’s comforted the dying and those around them. I’ve watched as children scuffled for a place on his lap anytime he would sit to rest. I’ve seen him break bread and share a cup with a leaper whom the world had cast aside. I’ve countless times watched as he sat quietly with the Word at all hours of the day and night.
I’ve seen him care for the woman God gave him in a ways so pure and intense they escapes description. I’ve seen him experience difficulty and grief with strength and assurance. I’ve watched as he’s left his family behind for great spans of time on behalf of those with no family at all. As a child, I sometimes thought maybe he just “wanted” to go. Today I know, from my own hearts bidding, he had to go…
He has and continues to be the example of “following only as God leads” few others of this world will ever achieve. He’s the living example of a heart given to every place and people he’s ever experienced yet still complete and at peace within his own being. He’s an awesome man. A true man of God - the pinnacle of service and humility toward his Creator and all He created…
He’s taught me by the simple living of his life before me. His patience and tolerance are an inspiration for me. The essence and purity of his love radiates effortlessly from his very being. What I know of human expression, I own to Him. I am grateful to God for the days He’s granted me with this man. I’m grateful for the close proximity He’s allowed us. I’m grateful, too, my own children also have access to a man, both timeless and irreplaceable…
I love this man who not only gave me life but showed me how to live it as well…
Happy Birthday, Dad. I love you with all my heart…
From the Helm – Tuesday, March 09, 2010
4:30 AM - Yesterday, we finished the first chapter in I Peter! What a deal… The pastors are so filled with questions; we’ve gone as slowly as has been necessary to relieve all doubts. This has been good for all of us. I have learned so very much.
- I took the night off from the evening services last night; was in bed by 8 o’clock. Woke this morning rested and refreshed. I must have needed it without realizing it. This has all been so very good.
I had lunch with my dear friend, Johnson Ellis, yesterday aboard the Linda Esperanca. They’ve brought a team of young people to minister to the immediate area around Parintins this week. Johnson is more a brother to me than anything else. We met here in the Valley on one of our trips many years ago. Then bond between us seemed to set immediately. It’s amazing to me how God crosses the paths of His children in beautiful and lasting ways, at just the right season of life – never by coincidence…
- In contrast to a life I once lived, but is still within the grasp of fresh memories, today is yet another opportunity to follow as He leads. I remember when the dawn of a new day meant only another extended time of drudgery and confusion. God’s peace has replaced all that. That, by His grace and mercy. Today, Lord, I am grateful for the breath You’ve granted me. The unfolding of the days are entrancing ventures in a life made possible through surrender of all to Your guidance. Thank You so very much for Your consideration of this simple servant. Thank You, indeed…
7:00 PM – The remainder of the day went well. The day’s lessons ranged from our “identity” in Christ to marriage and the church. I’m no expert on marriage and today I probably gained some knowledge as to why… It was all good, indeed.
I just returned from a meeting with sister Tereza from Maues. She came to town to let me know she was moving back home to Bahia. This came unexpectedly to me but I was soon at ease that the work will continue, in the hands of the 3 she has been working with over the past several years. It’s in good hands, mainly because it’s God’s work and not that of man. I look forward to working with the new tem alongside 1st Middleburg in late August. I’m excited to be part of it all.
Foroxa and Marciano from the Wai-Wai’s sat with Ricky and me this afternoon expressing their gratitude for the RBBI and brother Ricky. It was humbling for us both. These are amazing men. Amazing, close friends of mine. I look forward to going home with them Thursday morning. I look forward to arriving in the place my heart has never fully left. Odd sensation for me. Maybe it will be easier to describe when it becomes fully clear to me as the days unfold.
Ricky and I are headed to our favorite burger joint on the river for a nightcap of file burgers and passion fruit juice. What a way to end the day.
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